Only In Hell. (SinAmen and Crucial collab.)
Ryan:
Sometimes I feel lonely, I don't have anyone to hold me,
So I slowly ball my fist up in a corner and talk to my only homie,
I tell him my life story, how noone knows me, he wont oppose me,
Hes like a god, the one that chose me, I can feel him comin closely,
He askes me "what are you up to?" "nothin' just sittin in the corner,"
My knees up to my face and my head looking down, im a mourner,
See I recently lost some close friends, even my girl friend,
And just when I think it's the worlds end, 'He' hurles in:
Illusion:
Listen I could fix all your problems, c'mon man we all got em,
Your girlfriend informed me to have you kill the man that shot em
She's at the bottom ... Drowning herself in pills n sleepin around
Her truth isnt sound, I doubt she even knows whats bringin her down..
I think its you... Dawg she misses you and's completely dead inside...
I wish you coulda saw the fire in her eyes when she heard that I died.
Broke down n cried... Ryan dont except defeat, get outta ya seat
Who'll avenge me... When ya girl gettin raped out on the street?
Stand on your feet, I'll rest in peace when you complete this final job
Grab the knife to send you off, you'll be my homie whatever the cost.
Ryan:
I love you man, your the only one who never noticed all my flaws,
Suddenly im feellin lost, so ill avenge you, now I know my final cause,
I take a second just to pause,for what i lost, I get up to settle the score,
Grab the knife from out the drawer, for what he did.. he is no more,
Smash out the door, I see him... *slash* I got him one in the stomach,
...I realised im in the same empty office, now im feelin sick im bout to vomit,
Im gettin nautious, my mind is tryin to phase me, im bout to fade,
I had nothin made, I think it was I who had lost this vengeful blade
I think im crazy, eyesight going hazy... "Josh, I cant see!"
Just then I look down, my homie's bloody.. The knifes in me.
Josh (Illusion):
Damn right you did deserved it, you left me on the curb kid!
I trusted you as the closest... And ended with my throat slit.
You know this! Kicked ya girl out & now she's selling herself?
Dawg she loved you top shelf, you went n put her through hell!
Now look who fell, Ryan's insane and his mind is playing games
A sad woman's remainin pain let your knife shame a betrayed name.
I never complained... Asked how, shouted or questioned one bit
Your passin out, listen now... No one loved you more than I did...
...So I'll See You In Hell Kid...
Story Composed By: SinAmen
Ideas Composed By: Crucial
Gathering: Both
Ryan Played By: Crucial
Illusion Played By: SinAmen
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