Letter To My Wife....Our Daughter....
Dear...............
I look out into the day,And think and say,what if again she goes away
Realizing that what i've had to say,sent her away,and she couldnt stay
If i didnt run my mouth,coulda spent more time with the lady iv loved
And this precious person is not my mommy,or my lady,shes my little dove
With wings and hair so wonderfull,it was a sight to see at her young age
But in my music,i let her go,and read the bible just to relax every page
My insucurities,are holding me,iv lost the meaning of what i should be
My wife has left me,never been so lonely,and iv been robbed from my baby
And i feel so crazy,spinning and maybe,iv lost everything important to me
But before my lady,maybe i dont regret,cause now im suppose to be a daddy
Being there for my daughter's a tough job,but i gotta be there for her
and i try to forget what reminds me of whats left of when she use to be here
My job to raise my daughter as a father,who grew up witout one is new
Cause im without experience,so i learn to teach her on my own you
I feel as if im being weighed with the worlds weight on my shoulders
And i try to warm myself from being any colder,just for her
At times i just break down and cry,and left remained with questions with why?
Cause i cant lie,and eventually she will find out what happened in life
So,fuck what others say,ill be there for her,and nothing will take her from me
And as an emcee,i will keep what i think i should be,and not to live life as a phony
I get so puzzled and so confused,i look at her,and just start to cry
But life seemed so clear,and it all came to sence when i looked her in the eyes............
Sincerely,
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