Troubled Life ( New Version )
[ Hook / Chorus ]
Sometimes I feel like stabbin myself with a knife
What the hell am I supposed to do wit this Troubled Life
I thought I was strong, but somethin' inside me went wrong
Times up, ive been feelin this way for too long
[ J.J ]
I see a few things wrong with the way that im livin
Cuz like Joe Budden I just needa 2nd opinion
Ever since my uncle died I dont know whats real anymore
Things changed since then i dont know how to feel anymore
Back then I was gifted, my spirits lifted
Now people dont even know that I ever existed, Life's twisted
I cant sleep anymore there aint ever time for restin
I gotta go around the hood askin people for their suggestions
To me its heavy, but to you it may seem petty
Lets continue talkin I know u aint tired of me already
I used to be all happy and grateful
But not anymore, now im violent and hateful
But this wasnt it, life got even worse
My grandmother died, what the fuck was this a curse!?
That was it I stress built up, and I became a criminal
I committed murders 1 by 1, it was subliminal
I got caught and went to jail for life
Too bad I never got to have kids or a wife
Day after day I became more sick of the place
Life in jail, damn im escaping if thats the case
Thats what I did, I had no other choice
I sat down for a minute, thought for a minute and rejoiced
Keep this a secret or u might regret it
Anxiety might try to take over you, but dont let it
I still just dont know how to feel anymore
But like I said, I dont know whats real anymore
[ Hook / Chorus ]
Sometimes I feel like stabbin myself with a knife
What the hell am I supposed to do wit this Troubled Life
I thought I was strong, but somethin' inside me went wrong
Times up, ive been feelin this way for too long
