The drive

Hearts race, sweaty face, this shit ant ready
She’s crying, no lying, this could be deadly
All this blood, like dirt turned to mud, it surrounds me
I thought it was fine, shit I was blind, medically denying
The car starts up, please shut up, my mind is fucked
How can I explain this, 100 on the pavement, red lights obstruct
This is critical, hold on tight, we need some luck
Just missed a semi and a passenger truck
3 more miles flooring the gas 120 if by luck
Pulling up, I jump and scream she’s dying you dumb fucks
Rushed in the doctors look, a gaze of questions in their eyes
Was it me, how could this be, a surprise of cries
The nurses advise, heart rate still implies, prepare for good byes
With the news I clasp, knees buckle, the pain is slowly lifted
With lots of work, they hurried up, they were able to contain it
She smiles at me, and takes me back, I almost can’t restrain it
There she is, awake in bed, the drugs they must be good
I swear I’ll change, rearrange my life, this feeling understood
As it should, before me lays two girls one withstood
The other so fresh, so new, I call her daughter
Will protect her come hell or high water!!!!

Child birth is a blessing just remember that say thinks to the one that birthed you attempt to give that much love back.