They hit me again
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They hit me again
Some of my tattoo meanings changed too - wya?
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I just wanna get paid to write
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A white guy hit me again… he knew right where I was going too.. I’m sueing the fuck out my phone and roof
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Wasn’t awake just felt the black eye
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I heal quick a little make up and my moms heart wont be broken
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AGAIN
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Trying hard not to cry… they did it again.. they went another round
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I didn’t hear the gunshots again
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Yo if they start that again idgaf I’m killing EVERYBODY
https://youtu.be/14nHP-9Yve8
I loved it, it made me smile the entire time
Someone hit me in the eye today
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Idk.. can we fix that? How they able to do that to me?
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Not going to lie it hurt he’s losing his empathy… he don’t give one fuck about me
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Literally have no one… he slept with all my friends
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Well I only had 2 but
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Same game Antony was playing
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I got confused cause it was peace and comfort
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I hate being by myself all the time
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It’s been a hard week
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But I can’t take the bait
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They won’t let me get back up
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She’s blocking my third eye I wasn’t ignoring you
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I heard from my gma too and that’s why she died hating me
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We can go tonight if you want lol
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I need money to support myself pac this is ridiculous they have all this money to torture me and fuck with my head and they expect my mom to pay for it too… how does that happen?
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I was mad at Nancy cause her friends were making fun of her at the beach and I stuck up for her then she turn around and wanna act hard with me
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She always started with me I even spit on her to make her throw the first punch - I see now I was really mad at other things
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Ced has to bleed a lot of anger
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Had to bleed*
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Had to*
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I think it was the funniest fight ever we were all swinging and missing until the bitch kicked me in my face lol
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I hoped from the car on her without even touching pavement - Jayme couldn’t stop laughing
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Good times I miss J
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She said that’s the Ho and pointed at us - just didn’t understand wtf her problem was - was it over you?
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Yeah it’s possible they knew I was firends with Jen then
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Idk how I didn’t though
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I don’t like and refuse to be on the side he is on
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I ain’t with that bitching shit
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Tired of it myself
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Humble what ever the fuck they wanna call it
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Yeah
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I give up on it anyway
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There’s no one for me cause you’re gone
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I don’t even want it it’s not worth it
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Money please
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They were making fun of me and humiliating and degrading me then making fun of me that I forgot or didn’t notice
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What type of task force is that? Who was doing that to me?
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And why?
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Cause I don’t want crack head Kevin
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My navigation would drive me in circles until I’d cry type shit too
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Or it would take me to houses like we pick houses
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It used to make me so mad
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And then to watch them do that to me… and not help? Are they even human?
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Never… more loyal then any man I met
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One day someone will check the hospital and police reports and believe me
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If it help the next FINE what ever… mental is dead wrong and fucked up
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NEVER
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When someone don’t like you and you push it repulses them even more - at least me
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I never ever led him to believe that at all
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Barely even knew him
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Why would I step out my time zone and be sick over someone that came in scheming from day 1 FOH
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Leave me aloe or watch your dope for real
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I won’t suffer for no one beaides my family
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Never did consider he never even was my bf type wtf
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No and give me my body and my god back please… my body not for sale or rent freaks
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Get out of me
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Only when Kevin and Melissa are around
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Did you see all the charges LMMFAO DAYUMNNNNNN
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We all shove the law… it just depends on whose paying type bitches
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Above* I just ignore them and let them type whatever
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Until I focus and get back control of my body
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It hard… the chains so heavy they drag me to the ground with no one even there sometimes
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Yup my own ghosts started to choke me too after i got shot idky either
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I got judged twice when I was raped in Myrtle beach was shackled to a chair fighting for my head and pinky all night
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How he victim get charged though?
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Them bitches need to get the fuck yo off me I never was in their circle
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I’m not their trash can either
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How did they get my freewill though?
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They all swear I want attention… cause I get none and I’m just like nah I’m different I want the money
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He even started talking shit if I wore lipstick I’m good
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I’m not letting myself go for no man
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Waiting for pac to come back a minute
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I have to thank the site for all they did for me to get better with more dignity lol
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I still say $9.99 a month though for the sky drive and scouters
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I personally can’t afford it yet but
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How would you feel if you got to heaven and didn’t even know your own life story cause a bunch of wack bitches took that from you and drs
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You flip the fuck our when you realize every nightmare was real and they defiled you while everyone watched but no one helped
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Did not speak to one officer about it either
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I stole my moms car when duff put the mattress over the window and had to go to mental… they didn’t think it was a good idea to tell me then either?
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I hate psych I would NEVER donate my life to it
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Now I only do to help the other ones out there like me
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I trusted my drs and they betrayed me too… who I ever betRay?
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Hollins or Solomon woke me up shaking their head no when I was telling the psych in the hospital
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It’s how they’d keep me more trapped like giving them the blueprint
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Low and behold I ain’t been insane in a minute now
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Don’t let them get my brain either
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Only about 25% of them care about us and they are mostly nurses
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Pac she’s ok… imagine a world without pac - she’d understand I think her parents already told her she’s adopted cause she was writing the rules to the game wishing for my birthdays back
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I just pray they didn’t crucify me in front of her
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I want to find her but I need for facts dates and hospitals or they’ll throw me back in mental
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How you have an entire baby and not know it type shit
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She was talking shit to Magic one day I think unless it was the shadow I got after being shot
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The atrophy is in my memory but my head hasn’t been shaved since idk how they do it just don’t let them do it anymore
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It makes me literally retarded
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They knew that too and didn’t care
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Low level salt dealers and all we’re doing it - how that happen?
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Over a man I never even wanted
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Change the best and do another one to easy on me
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Beat*
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You don’t know shit until you take a deep breathe now your head and make them swap soit
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Bow*
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While them bitches laughing?
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I assumed they were trying to give me aids thank god they didn’t but I still get scared every test
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I stayed with the people who weren’t like that but would get hit in between
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Just started running state to state and a few weeks later he’d catch up to me
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Every where I ran
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I need to know hes either dead or in jail
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Now that my hell mate is gone here we go again and I’m scared
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Why he punch me in the eye to even begin with I got a freaked out feeling
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What story were they feeding my father?
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Well I assume I got punched in the eye cause it’s almost black
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ThI fuck it is here we go again
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I don’t know how to sleep now I always laid on him
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I don’t want to go to bed or lay down
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Nah I don’t want him back either
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I thought you cosinged it pac that’s why… I’d never put someone over yoY but I can’t get to you either
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I’m so scared for us… I saw us all in hell.. find them!!!!!!
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I used to write fast like you too
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Why don’t they want me writing?
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A baby was my dream
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3 actually
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Pac it’s not your fault that you died or hid
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Every birthday wish since I was 15
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You get a little aggrevated when bitches get them and put them in danger
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Or try to sell them
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Over it… I have jicera
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He crosses me out though type wtf is he even doing here
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Where does he come from and how does he know
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I can’t tell the difference between insanity and death
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https://youtu.be/2LQSjM5L8MQ?si=z5k22AiK56g6FG1N
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Nicki can slaughter somebody u underground I was surprised how good she is at gangster rap
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I always liked her
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That’s weird unstable pump wanna be bitched attached herself to me somehow and I can’t get her out of me
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Or the vulture
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It hurts he doesn’t care anymore so I’m trying not to too
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What it mean that I didn’t hear the shot again?
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Was it him?
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I thought I could trust what I feel
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Can’t even trust that
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They was shooting at me in the parking coming home and my b neighbor and duff ran out but I didn’t hear shit then either
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Why are they going to arrest her so I know I’m safe and she’s off of and out of me
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When are rhey*
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Sometimes it sucks when you can’t tell if you’re dead or alive
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If it’s god or the feds
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Etc etc etc
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What story did they feed you that you let them?
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Not me I only drove i haven’t sold weed since 99
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I’m all about legal money but nobody wanted a private club with me
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I’m too sick to run a salon - I’ll do it part time
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I waited to but don’t want to set my self up for the fail
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I can’t let people know that I’m happy or post that I’m happy cause then they hit me? He really said not to too
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But that’s exactly what happens
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Like the trying to be like us and trick me not realizing I’ve been us my entire life
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Fuck with my navigation again and I’m a freak out on someone
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Why pac doesn’t ghost like us though type weird I see him different
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I saw you as a ghost I used to do it to Ced when I was worried
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Disguised myself with red hair but I think he still knew
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Good thing I did though… she our put all the clothes in the oven and turned it on
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Nah I’m not going back to any of my friends they all disrespected me one way or the other
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How did someone as off as she is become my authority?
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Both them bitches for real
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He didn’t even leave me weed
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They won’t take no for an answer - as a matter of fact I rather be dead than to let them
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They even tried to do that sick shit and sell for me
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Praying they done fucked yo now
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Up*
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I ignore them cause I don’t want to share my body with them
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Or I scream at the top of my lungs JB the car
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Cool as fuck never hurt me
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The only one that ever tried to tell me
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Besides my dad giving clues
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And pac
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The first time me and Ced smoked a blunt for like the first time in months or years
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I thought it was the flu shot that did it
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My mom saw me tracing then read rheir confessions and got scared she also said cause I was sympathetic to Hussein LMFAO
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Took me to crises intervention
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Cause he admitted he fucked up to his people
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Obama got Bin Laden in 3 weeks b George’s and then they’re copter went down
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Hmmmm
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How else to motivate a country idfk
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I despise politics now too
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My dad and Ced was both in planes but my cheating ass bf actually flew in the day before
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I was freaked out and didn’t say a word until 7pm
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I stare too
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Most almost all my cousins in Cali I only got the hang wirh them for one week before
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I didn’t have the luxury of anyone but me having my back
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Why am I tied and who did it and why?
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Since the 90s Pac that diner fight I know why I couldn’t get out the booth now
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Because she’s evil and it feels gross
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He gross too I don’t deserve to feel gross in my own body no means no
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They won’t let me say no
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I gained so much fucking weight when that freak came around too
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Did you really try to change my body to fit YOU?
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I refuse to speak to the bitch in like a decade is she really still here?
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When am I free?
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It’s not even my side
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It’s not pac it’s Melissa and Kevin doing it
Why do we ghost different than Pac especially if I lost my virginity to him
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I’m tired of hearing her she doesn’t even have anything to be mad about… she was sleeping with everyone I did too
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I don’t understand the hate now but whatever someone shut her the fuck up it’s been years too
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I guess cause my environment and how I grew up I fall into abuse easy but my dad proof you can change
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After losing your diamond
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My bed isn’t actually that messy… it’s the first sign I’m sick
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My bed isn’t actually that messy… it’s the first sign I’m sick
Now that I know it’s possible - he punched me in the stomach and hit my head and did something that my eyes burned
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When I saw the pic he had
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When I saw the pic he had
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The yes no every time you think your finally safe again
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That’s the worst feeling
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And here we go again… WHY?!????
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He did send me to the arm once and said don’t check the account - I wish I did now
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He was mad generous
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Never complained about me being broke or buying me food and drink
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That was my bestie it hurt like hell
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I guess I have a lot of guy friends cause I don’t like drama
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I have a low tolerance for bitch shir and games
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I couldn’t believe it when I heard what happened I’m glad she’s at peace that must’ve been hell for her omfg
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Yes we really just friends… I really hated sex until my hell mate again
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I hoped they’d hop up on your shit too… not to be mean but I would laugh at them
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That shit hoarder to hear then his back then
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Don’t tell me I don’t want to slice
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I sliced when he said the thing about the winter jacket
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Like a stab it feel like only neon
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Like a light saber
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It slice right thru you and it feel like you wanna pass out
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It why I hated Rick Ross a second too - while jumbo slice - that’s horrible to do to people
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Kimbo*
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I never wanna be sliced again
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Was it you though that knew my team? How much per run do I get? Cause I was the one with the book bag and bridge
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And the bridge*
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Look white girl in the face and say this the last dance. It was the scariest movie I ever saw but now I know why I was so freaked out
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Yeah I used to dance that’s why I ran to 50
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Two jazz ballet
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Tap*
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“Moms bounced on old man so we moved to Chaplin land”
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I can’t even get thru to my brother on the candle
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That bitch blocking EVERYONE and it’s not fair
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I was too scared of everything
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But nyc night had fun lots
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And I was happy and straight in Norwalk
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I can serve how did who knew? Like tennis cause I miss and have to run a lot
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My dad sat on the course with me and lit a cigarette with me and he didn’t even smoke - I forget what we were talking about
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Court*
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I was upset
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He was faithful to visitations every other week
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Then he moved down south and it was once a year or if I got in trouble
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Maybe it’s why I hate the south
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He’ll nooo that’s not where I’m jumping back in I want to write
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Pac always took care of me one way or the other I think
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The why am I alive and have no record - say he didn’t give a fuck about me again
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Exhausted
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A low level runner no way you not watching me be tortured then come after a low level runner?
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I don’t know shit that was the 90s
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I just thought everybody had their part in music why would they be taking about me
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Never even been to Staten Island
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They have me scared of everything now again
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I even tried jumping over a broom stick myself
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He got deported
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Over bye
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Watching now… OMFG you did hear me huh
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Once a week for 4 years
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Can we do belly V
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I put a proposal on ig whoscaredcla919
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That for running
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I have hard time focusing so long but long story short BMF back on?
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I love the entire 50 cent series
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We’re me and 50 on the same team?
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Neviind I was obviously Rick Ross
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All I remember was a book
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No comment or opinion
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That money would be a GOD SEND how much should I pay back my moms
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I have to pay over hours at school too