Computer Love

Computer love
Tech master p
https://youtu.be/QMyJbrXC6WU


Real, live, true
When all the insecurities are coming out of you
But that one time when I met you
It was different

I ran away
And you followed me
And I don’t know if we were meant to be
Im not sure if I was your choice first
But we became so strong it was like a curse

And I don’t know much after
Just that you did everything right
And gave me a reason to stand up and fight

They shredded me
Shredded me of all dignity
Then exposed me for everyone to see
And I don’t know how I feel
If I’ll ever find real - again
But really all the real I every needed - was trust, loyalty, and a real friend


~ Pyre

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Whose got next verse? @ChilD raisingbadass

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@frankiemc @Toobs @Spartacus @143 ... all the names I can remember that didn’t Change theirs - I did cause I was banned

Sumn light Sis..keep at this shit




Let me get that next verse please im justt sayin
U know how to make my chest hurt knees doin the same
But Thats enough beggin for ME that shit is lame
Dont know if they call Networth in computers a screen name

Still our love remains the same I aim to gain
Hopin one day you cant complain..or wont
Feelin like quittin cos thangs aint changed but dont
Just Hold ya head up A D and keep hangin on

Or is it Pyre?.. ima just say set fire to haters tryna ignite ya
Drop it 'less it excites ya
Poppin off at the biters They dont control ya fate
N Im hopin you take it lighter, to'em fore' its late


A real friend is yo mate, the sealed end of letter
could still feel so great, when openin it together
My baby we got it make it.. if only for us, whatever
I'd rather look back at efforts instead of regets forever

@Networth thank you... and that was amazing!!!

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That was like a gift... thank you

You know it @A Disciple ,,keep at this shit Sis, it's all love.

I wrote the last verse too...


Chest hurt, I remember that as a kid
Why pac? Was I already 9 months in doing a bid?
Is that why I was born alone, made it 3 days before I got a home
And it remains the same - it’s fire until the end
That man in mental chasing me around yelling I come from sin (LOL)
All they ever did was try to control my fate
And maybe now that it might be how it’s too late


The end of the letter? ... Say goodbye
I said “Then I realized it was me”
Hey I tried - I tried and still waiting to finally be free
So that’s add “say good bye” and “I tried” too
Oh and my “apologize” the other side to this puzzle - cause I was CLA919/2
And all the healing that writing do
And I don’t know why
I do know that I tried to love them all but I just changed my mind
And then on my way to find it I said hold up and pressed rewind

And I don’t know where this road goes
But I do know
I’m faithful and no I’m fine on this side of the rainbow
Cause you can buy the stairway to heaven like you can even buy a flow
I told everyone I could - just keep saying no
And what’s hard for me isn’t as hard as the nightmares I been forced to see
I’m not even good company
Always zoning and in my phone
Walking amongst ghosts trying to reorder my zone
And nah I’m not the queen upon throne
I’m just a soldier that’s been left to fight all alone

trash

Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...ainst-the-KING

Duck... LoL

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APOLOGIZE: link 2: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...ize&highlight=

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Link 3: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/foru...php?5-Open-Mic

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Link 4: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/foru...php?5-Open-Mic (I was talking about my ex Ricardo - it was his nick name)

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I TRIED Link 5: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...ied&highlight=

The other night this song came on again
And I thought of you
It’s annoying cause I ain’t even trying to
I had an image in my mind of what it could be
Just another reminder if you don’t jump at the time you may never see

Anyways...

Laying with him caressing me but wondering about that one second it was definitely about you
So this one day when we was talking (again) during
I felt this surge just run thru

I say this cause...

I asked god once why I can’t make love - especially when I try to
... and then later that night I felt an angels touch and a whisper say I’ll tell you

That surge was the fifth of split seconds since that I actually felt
And I’m not ashamed of the hand I was dealt

Just confused... so Confused... I say what the fuck about 10x a day
Caught up in a game I never signed up to play

And I don’t know the ending either
But in real games I always lose
Caught up in life I usually got to choose


I’m not gonna make it, they did too much STILL doing to much
And I don’t know why or what I even did
But nah, not this way either and you better make sure they can’t do it to my kids

It’s so funny right bitches


You really don’t know how to get them off me or make them all just stop?

This song getting me thru right now... at least I know for fact you are talking to me.

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I shine you shine - smith and Wesson Mary j pretty memories I miss you

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Yeah I usually do know smif n Wesson - just got glitched and for got a sec

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I’m too sick to play right now - but my twins can play for me

He’s threatening me again... my mom said it was my cpu downstairs like nah it’s yours - IT WAS MINE so how did it get down there? My mom said you didn’t do it? I DID NOT!!!! Somebody better have a talk with them SOON. How he even have that rite either? I am NOT going to sit here and entertain ANY of this and they’re going to stop threatening me and my self security, peace, and safety. I want to know how!

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How my mom not know how either though?

Between just airing out and being real - who understand the fuck how I feel?

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Maybe the Ok ... I’m having a hard time trusting my instinct now too

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Ok?

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He sleep... around pac I am the the one to lay

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Around diddy I didn’t think I had to doubt or worry if I play / proven - they didn’t care any way

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Is this the end? I don’t wanna know - did my sponsor leave me?

Nah when I was going thru HELL and the worst of it - L said I had a sponsor - and I heard that expression in songs and shit so I'm kinda just wondering what and who - but I didn't up this thread at 3:38am I was sleep - weird but I did wake up a sec around that time. My heart blew a kiss and I let him know via twitter I was up... and I went back to sleep

Blanco kisses men goodnight and good morning

and calls ME trash? LMMFAO

But he also has sex with men. Males.

Do I have a different birth father and is it from him?

And again... that computer down stairs thing (I realized it was me - my mental illness is getting worse - I straight up black out now) but as far as facts and fiction... I don’t have a dick I can’t pee like that on my bed, nor could I afford or put in spy equipment, I didn’t buy the creamer or beat myself up but the only way in thru the locks and alarm is if I let them in myself. Too sick to live alone now too and it just fucking SUCKS!!!! What did my birth dad write me and how do I get to it? My parents won’t even admit I’m adopted when I asked so they not telling me either. And it’s not like me to be telling a bunch of strangers like this but I know ties still watch over anonymously and I just need them to know my side cause how can ANYONE be mad at me or my decisions - I lived for my best! So...

I assumed Blanco was a female...

My boy loved it @Networth but he said we in trouble for royalties

Ohh Bliz said it I think... Only NMB can be on my body - how did so many people even get on it to begin with? and how?

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It's MY body - don't I get a say?

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It's not that all hell broke loose with the 3 bangs... I think I saw NMB then all hell broke loose, they lied about a suicide note like it was some joke and locked me in mental for 24 hrs THEN the 3 bangs. How did they even know he was there? Probably the same person or people that had spy equipment in my apt in NC. And I'll be crazy, you don't got to believe me cause I'm still confused myself. But nobody or spirit is going to force me to go to or circle with my old friends that hurt me. They shouldn't even be here. And I'm really tired. I'm really fucking tired. All this cause I write? Doubt it. So how did they even know when I didn't?

“No love lost... no love found”

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Who’s chest hurt when I cry? And when you so mad it feels like my entire rib cage on fire... the tap to the ass ok... but all that other abusive shit... no way. I’ve learned to love the just fly away...

Ever just have a beat or song that run thru your soul

Ok... but fuck my old friends I refuse to have anything to do with any of them ever again. If that’s the friend at the end no way I rather be dead.

Hey guys! Do you like video games? So do I. Just in love with them. Found a cool game recently. I want to share with you. It's called The Outer Worlds. The guys with https://gammicks.com/guides/the-oute...-cheats-guide/ wrote cool about it. They coolly explain how to play it, and they added several codes in order to simplify the passage of the game and make the passage of the game more fun.

Like I get it and just as many people bi or gay than straight. And that’s cool. It’s just not what I want. But nobody admit it so they put you on this field that is SO dangerous and that’s where I don’t respect it. I’ve slept with a bi before... and maybe my ex was too. Then I’m like oh shit - was he too? And nah... like I know someone helped build me with god and for the trauma he DEF not bi or gay. Unless he’s just a friend.

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Besides... ain’t no way in hell I’ll ever do anal again. Don’t sleep on a gay man, they gully for real.