~Something to Leave you With~
hey, this uh, isnt' going to be that easy tho it's been easy to sleep........Im gonna be leaving Rapbattles after the tournies over I think........so Diamond im still gonna be checkin in for that.....so....with that said....lemme say this...to my fam memebers......
first off......Diamond-girl you inspire me n' im still see you around at 411 and shit...always gonna be one of my idols here..keep shit real....
Malb-Im still gonna talk to you...and we will eventually finish that collab....mwah....
Soulstress-ah, wat to say about you,ehe.. another one of my idols....your shit keeps my mind thinking....dont ever change your style...
perephial---how ever u spell ur new name...girl u kick ass...dont change either...always writing beautiful pieces
darneck--ooo...using ur old name....only cuz i cant spell the other one....you are my top male idol here....inspiration to me definitly
ahh........those are the top 5 i wanted to say special stuff to...the rest....
assasin,monkeypoet,infinitemind,hazy,uh,wisdomenta l,all of you...the talent.......you guys are talented people...dont ever let go of that.......
ESP...i love you guys...sorry......i fell....cant keep on with it
here's my last piece ill be posting(other than the tournie)...
One tear Ive ever cried
has had some symbol when a part of me has died
The everlasting sorrow inside only hides for so long before appearing
These pieces of me that fall silenty while the rest of the world is snearing
Two tears for each awakening that I thought I had already had
A part to reach out in a way to say sorry but at the same time hold on...it makes me so sad
Water punching the ground like it would really make a difference
Holding each memory they ever were involved in the past tense
Three tears for falling behind and not having the courage to say I was in trouble
Never being the strong type to admit anything but to stay subtle
For sending out cries that I knew would never be answered..but I still tried
To make what is wrong only seem right when the time comes to make them hide
Four tears fall when the day is over when I begin to see
When the sun leaves the earth alone cuz its done enough damage to let me be
Not certain why I must be punished when I have never wronged
But still the drops fall out like the dont want to belong
Five tears for all the years I was told I would be nothing
To be able to look a child in the eye and tell them anything that wasnt true as long as it was something
The stains on my pillow from pretending everything was alright
for not being able to tell what was wrong and what was suppose to be right
Six tears repersenting how many times I was beaten in and out of love
Apologizes stacked up trying to make it seem like they were always above
Trying to fix broken promises but getting frustrated and giving up
When you feel like you cant protect yourself so you just let them have what they want b/c you cant act tough
Seven tears falling after lonley years
Never trusting one individual because you can only live in fear
For reaching out and never getting a hand in yours
Succeeding only in what goes on behind closed doors
Eight tears that fall because you cant hold them in
because there has to be more to life than letting others win
for holding on and then letting go before you know why
the nights that you stare out the window and wonder if someone is in the sky
Nine tears scattered and blurring the vision you hold dear
For closed minds and open mouths of disaproving peers
The lost hopes that someday everything will make life worth living
That there really is a promised outcome to giving
Ten Tears making my face feel like I cant survive
For the ruffled sheets in which your screamed and yelled and took me before I could realize
tears falling back on me because of something you felt you were privilaged to
You say they will stop coming but in reality the tears will never stop falling and painfully enough....neither will you
one love
;)
