After 6 years I try to date and....
Hopes high and you ready to try… but here we go again
Why sometimes we attract to someone knowing it’s all just going to be pretend
So why did you give so much to someone that in return that gave you nothing
Because you’re hanging on a chord that lies cut somewhere deep inside within
So you find yourself once again jumping
Each time you wonder if it is finally your one so caught up in a facet of it is new
Just to realize its just another loaded gun pointing back at you
Yeah… Another white man…
And I’m not one of those “no you gonna love me too”
But I am the one that is not a toy or too scared to hold and turn the mirror on you
I’m starting to wonder – who is the racist
Cause they have no clue how steady this pace is
Blindfolded, I really don’t care which is which
Is it my hair, my shape, my walk, my sway or my stare
Cause every single time dissed and dismissed it hurts like a bitch
You weren’t so special, lets just be real and say you represented all who came before
I haven’t dated in years, never lied, so I hope you picked the one that is the whore
It is what it is but yeah I’ll doubt stronger and think twice remembering the score
So the diss like what ever, it was the speech after that made me stop wanting to cry
Cause he really acted like you were too good for me and then he reminded me why
THAT’S what made me stop being so sad and made me so mad…
Cause he really believe that shit
But nah you don’t have me fooled not one little bit
But I keep checking my phone looking for an apology like I’m so pathetic
I’m trying to learn how not to forgive people but I don’t seem to get it
You won’t get the chance to hurt me twice
I know my record clean on that report you pulled from vice
So I’m making a big deal out of nothing, just trying to get back my voice
Because like so many of my friends I’m never given the choice….
So like I said, it’s not you – you just represent each one that came before
But honestly guys, LMMFAO, SEE! LoL no more…
Just another letter to the sergeant too… but pls respect he is one of the finest - NYPD Blue
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This one... and I’m undecided if I’m gonna go but my mom would probably kill me cause I even answered when he kept hitting me up.
On that pac thing. I worked at a gas station and smoked so much weed I would buy the huge box that the singles came in of strawberry Phillies
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I hardly smoke weed now... it ruins my voice and skin not in that way I just don’t wanna sound scruffy as a girl (I’m the worst singer which is why I love biz marquis song just a friend - cause I can sing to it loud) LOL
