Dear Gabriel

I go to pray and hear please forgive me instead
And all my thoughts are being redirected by sick demons in my head
Nothing of me, or anything I ever thought
Just the things that when I asked the witches to help that they brought
Behind a locked and chained door, alarm and all
Yet somehow against all free will somehow it got opened, I can't even build a wall
It's like everything changed and got turned and tossed
My soul speaking to an enemy I never realized was until I awoke lost
I found them to be false, saying the one way which was never true
And fighting; running back thru it all, just to get back to mine too
They think it's a joke playing with my electronics and head
I wonder how many sat there watching and laughing as I plea and I beg
I zone out or I sleepwalk and I never gave anyone that right, it's an assault
But yet somehow my family even looks at me and thinks it's my own fault
I know you can't trick God and he hears my prayers
But just like he told you when you got there
Tell him for me cause I can't stand it any longer
It is killing me piece by piece inside, it's not making me stronger
"God hears Amen, wher ever we are"
I need a rush on my prayer that burned out 3 stars
I need you to remind me too, I need an angel to help me thru
Everything seems extra, like "just do it" is so played out
Life shouldn't be so hard, without them complicating the route
I don't forgive any of them, please ask God if that is ok
Because one person shouldn't have to fight so hard for their life and body and their own fucking say

Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...98#post8925498

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Nah cause mine wouldn’t be someone that won’t even defend me. DUH

And whether I forgive them or not, is none of their business any way*