Leather So Soft

Leather So Soft
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“Leather so soft…” x2

I used to shrug off when my friends would split second comment or diss
I used to think they were fam, so too much I dismissed
I used to say if it wasn’t me and someone else went crazy
I didn’t know how I would be (even though I do)
When I’d be down, I would count all that I got and achieved
And about them looking down to me with less barriers I couldn’t conceive
“I’d laugh and think what’s your excuse” you aren’t better
Always up against a ghost maybe, but I didn’t know or let her
Getting faded isn’t the same - I wasn’t on that balcony standing on the ledge
I was crying to my angel under a purple sky, a white storm, remembering a pledge
Cause I traced I miss you in the sand, only I didn’t know why
Woke up like this instead, instead of under his gold eye

“Leather so soft…” x2

I’m lucky neither of you were disabled cause I told God give them to me
Somehow the strongest became weak, chained down and not free
Oh wait, I am if I leave me own damn family (no way)
Dragon’s mouth, my nephews art
Just powder but addiction is a personality so don’t even start
I have no clue why I ran from the birds or why my head almost dusted off
It was the first time I was ever in trouble, so excuse me if I didn’t appear to be soft
And that’s how it usually be, when someone hurts me
I’m held up like a shield by them cowards, then their sick visions I see
I’m the one that hang until the clear, clear or pass out do
But I’m not going to speak on things, even though I know it’s really true

“Leather so soft…” x2

Gave a gun to my younging son? LoL prolly, I honestly don’t know
And I hate to assume his opinion or what he went thru or would even tell him which side to go
Or to assume I can tell where he at or what he means
I might’ve had a clear connection once when I heard he like to hang with enemies
I don’t know anything about my daughter either – but I used to be mature too
And if I missed, it’s ok, as long as long as it all was given to you

“Ball to I fall...” x4

And it’s what you want, not just me, it’s what you truly want to make your life happy
I only know a few specifics that are for fact true
So I’m a keep tip toeing back – it’s the only thing I want to do

(My old friends are witches and they won’t stop kicking my ass either – shit like that is real too and I’m just allergic to it – I have ZERO defense. I literally feel that too though, like I feel like I been slapped right now, or screaming waking up cause it feel like the underwear they took are on fire on me, or the sleep walk – like who isn’t hitting me right now and why even would they) I refuse to sit here and continue to be their victim.

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… Um YES they are!!!!!!!!!