I Will Go Down With This Ship

I Will Go Down WIth This Ship
https://www.bing.com/search?q=i+will...=en-US&PC=HCTS


I know they say I loved them all but if you really knew me you’d know I just gave them my all
Put into them what I needed in return, never got it, they all just let me burn
Went all around the world and dated all levels and types, believe rumor or not
But that isn’t what this is about but it’s still about a lot
I only felt it thru bits and pieces and now I’m even worse off then I was
I’m sorry I even asked why, I just guess for some of us it’s just how it does
Promise… A promise to my Lord and you
And when it comes to all that, there really is nothing they can do

C:
I’m alone but knew I always could be

(The entire verse)
“Left too much mess and destruction to come back again… etc …. I cause nothing but trouble … etc…
And if you live by the rules and its over then I’m sure that, that makes sense”

(Over the C)
My convictions is all I have left, it’s not just “my balls and my words”
And they’re not taking that from me too, so I’ll stand here adbsurd
It’s been almost 5 years since they shot me and had me under steady attack
Fuck the fire, I’ll take Ice – but only if you have my back
I’m Alone and knew I always could be (it’s ok)

And when we meet I won’t be able to look you in the eye now either
Not cause I can’t respect you because of what they did to me, Pyre
And nobody understands or has compassion for crazy
As I fell into insanity and lost the respect of EVERYBODY
Everybody but me.
Do you really think I am EVER moving on? (Not without my family)

C:

(Over the next C:)
But they can’t take what’s inside of me
And I wouldn’t let my kids fold either
You just think I moved on?
Dismiss, delete, and stand the fuck back up? I rather take ether

“There will be no white flag above my door”

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Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...6-Best-friends

I believe they call it metaphysics when they try to flip me backwards - I fucking hate them... why are they even here - how do they even have the rite let alone more rites? NO... they literally make me sick and no one even cares - why do you just let them? I want nothing to do with any of them. I just want to be myself and protected from them. I’ll be crazy SOMEONE knows what I’m talking about.

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It’s not fair... I’m not forgiving them either - get them off me

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How do they even have the rite?

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To begin with

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I haven’t felt good since they shot me... I’m going to bed

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PEACE? sure as long as they stay way the fuck over there

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Idc about their case or plea either - im not god and I don’t want to hear it or even care JUST BYE - go tell someone else why you hurt me cause I honestly just want them gone and don’t even want to hear it. I never want to have to see any of them ever again in my entire life. We NEVER talk about it again too.

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I refuse to even see them in hell

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Pls make sure I’m safe sleeping gn

hmmmm. i thought the c stood for the chord, but you did it for the chorus.
cool poetic pieces recently. keep trying to get the metaphors thicker. if i want to read introspective work, i want to find myself frustratedly stumbling around compounded wordplay to the point it makes me squint my eyes to make a headache go away. if it's introspective, it needs to be bulbous and heavy handed the entire way through. otherwise, it's neat poetic observations, but less rappy.

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rap comes from the heart to change the world, and poetry comes from sensitive concession to the changes around us?

@ChyllTyrant ... thank you I appreciate it - I wanna change the world. I hope when I finally stand back up we finally can coexist by just ignoring each other. They say in that book strength finders - fuck what isn’t naturally in you or a strength... just focus on the strengths you do have and perfect them. Maybe one for another generation but I’m not killing myself for that cause either. Walk away was my best offer but they still wouldn’t so I defer - not my passion. My passion? Not “get shot then shot again” like it’s some joke.

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Runnin - “she KNOWS strangers are telling her” and if you recall pac died before biggie got shot SO... if you think I won’t Kama kazi you motherfuckers too... your dead wrong - so I’m just gonn defer to professionals - I need some reprieve. I was 16 years old when they trapped and locked me. how anybody can continue to just sit there and LET them is beyond me.

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I didn’t know - but now I do... half the reason I’m so fucking sick. I didn’t just wake up alone. I woke up to them instead.

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I thought I was waking up to a dream and got this instead (they keep blocking my posts on my phone again and disconnecting me)

Just like when I started telling the senate something wrong with my moms too... she having problems shopping and she a professional - they disconnected that WiFi too ��