I Don't Wanna Know

I Don’t Wanna Know
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… “I just can’t believe its real… just another night of these thoughts… just can’t get this out of my head”


I didn’t know, at least my mind didn’t, but my heart obviously did
And nah it’s not about us it really is for my unborn kids
I wasn’t hurt, I live in the real world, never held it against you
Always smiled and stayed even until I realized what was true

“I don’t wanna know if you playing me keep it on the low… etc”
(after oh baby)

Just trying to find mine. With a soul from that line – family is everything
Other then my parent’s family, family isn’t ever what my luck or fate bring
And if you can’t understand that then I’d say youre a lie
And yeah I did most things myself, to not be a burden is why

("I don’t wanna know…. Etc")
("If he taught you better then me then why did you fall asleep… etc")

Bounced with the ballers balancing the wealth
It was my weight class, and I did that myself
And when I left him, I realized indispensable became me
I was so sad alone until he came and bust me free
It breathed life back into me and I couldn’t tell if it was that or that
This dream I had last nite keep fucking with me, so I’d say to sit where I sat
It wasn’t just a man, it was the head my head of family
And these bitches taking shots again to say it’s my vanity
Weak was only if ever I was caught up in a spell or too busy to notice
And what pisses me off the most, it was the people I held closest to me that already know this
I guess I thought you get what you give – you don’t
I guess some people prefer I decide if they live – but I won’t


("I don’t wanna know… etc")

I don’t want a boyfriend - can I get a boss though that knows when I’m driving or not too again? Idc if I’m random, after my pajamas that I had since 2012 just got posted to twitter talking about all fat white girls wear them. Like... I’m not fighting with them or entertaining their sick game - I just need help protecting myself and making them leave me alone. And if this doesn’t apply to you then don’t worry why I’m up here telling the people that it do - cause shit is real for me and it makes me sick literally. I can’t and I don’t want to. Leave me alone I want to go back to MY safety and world - minus the spy equipment I proved too.

In a lot of physical pain again - as usual like 6-10 months - I’m not even sure

It sucks to be good at something bad