Freestyle Cypher

One step closer to being a god.
They used their "scouters", but the readings were odd.
Super, man. They believe in some one that's more evil than Zod.
But generally, there's hesitation in that breath of air...
Fear of preservation for life in case of it stepping there...
They guess a prayer inside of confession's enough for this extra layer.
But nah, it's too much dirt to wash.
Deep in the sanctuary, the verse is lost...
Living in the desert, dragging a hearse across...
the Sahara... dilated pupils for those who wish to try...
Bend on their knees for the lord, as rosaries kiss the sky...
The Rainmaker they talked about in Looper, is an actual being...
Natural, needing nothing other than air for the path you believe in...
Sequence of sound desecrated... the mentality...
Chivalry is dead, but alive and well is the cavalry...
Dead cells drip from my body n' start shedding anew...
You're getting a view of the human form, without medical tools...
Subject matter aside, I'm the neurons inside of the logic...
Comprised of Muhammad's following, n' designed to be disguised as a prophet...
The objective they choose is nothing more than illusions...
Before you can clue in... the pilots take it to 2 10ths...
Too much books being judged by their covers to see it underneath...
So the jaws that speak libel or idled when it is tongue and cheek.
The template built. Potential to give the Gods a suspenseful thrill...
Walking the middle utopia, ask the neutrals how the fences feel...
You choose a side, or regret it... theory by design
has been inside my genetics... it's based on the
evolutionary blueprint they've tried to discredit...
Homeward Bound... holding down too much substance
for one post, approach it and boards will drown...
A sequence so deep, the peaks are exposing sound...
A King speech's a queen's reconnaissance
Logic is absolutely subversive of common sense, when in politics..
It's obvious I grip free will with such an ominous grip...
The foundation in which the monolith sits, drifts into a fallen abyss..
But all of this is nothing more then me giving you piece of mind...
Each piece designed for my very essence to reach its prime...

^Damn that's deep^
And the water hasn't even touched my feet

thats some real dramtic shit- some real cinematic shit/
the type of poetry only the ILL demographic gets/
more than half of this is practice mixed with harsh emotion/
honed craft in this art is my hearts devotion/
fuck a gold calf- my whole STAFF can part an ocean/
target the frozen grins under the cold blizzard of ice/
once the soul bitters the goals whither in life/
go figure/
niggas post scriptures on twitter- this is bigger than life/
it's more than pretentious acclaim/
more than fortune and imminent fame/
torches aloft- scorchin a cross on ya porch, you witness the flame?/
shit this is insane/
this is america- this is the blame/
i guess we all need a scapegoat...this is the game/
my burden is dreamin'/
bipolar disorder scripted in my genetic code cursin' my semon/
"the truth will set you free"...whats the proverbial meanin'/
cuz i feel like i'm in a cell, locked in hell/
feel my pain like being shell shocked from braille/

feel to fail or fail to feel what's the difference in this life tell me and I'll put it in my files

Life, ya'll we're getting closer to the meaning, third eye opens, seeing is believing

I bring balance to the force, ZeroToreZ, I try to get to the point, bringing it to the T

the Truth, from the seed to the root to the fruit, and back to the seeds again, is this enough Proof?

nah, too much is never enough, to be strong you got to be tough, even if it means getting roughed up

up to the sky like the Tower of Babel, tighter than the Gordian Knot, finding the combination to Pandora's box

secrets unlocked, and what we got is not even a fraction compared to the infinitely limitless.

I got my eye on a girl and see to me she's A G
her name is Jane and yea she's hearing me (here in me<3)
she gets me high when I'm seeing her smile :D
for Real, back in the day we were just playmates
who knew today I'd envision her as a Soulmate
man, I'm so in love we don't even need to touch
If I died right now I'm sure I'd see her in the next Life
If she was in front of me I'd take a knee...

...and ask her "Would you be my Wife?"

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WF-kuKHrIGU

Looking back in retrospect
I admit this is something I did not expect
I bargained with God so he put me to the test
the price for true love man it came with pain
was it worth it? hell, if I could I'd gladly do it all over again
I'd gladly do it all over again...
the greatest story ever told
behold, I wouldn't be surprised if it's happening on other planets
God has foreseen it all, our destination he planned it
what else can I say, to take your heart away
devotion, devotion as deep as the ocean...

"And the sea gave up the dead in it, and death and the Grave gave up the dead in them"
-Revelation 20:13

Adam, Eve can't wait to see you come home


Quest-ions

Quest-ions
A quest to find an answer
where an answer is your destination
Called out of the darkness, the children of God
drawing ever nearer to the light way over the horizon
Eyes accumulating information while illuminating universes
Every action leaves a fingerprint in history fueling the fires of the future
a flame that flickers feverishly for all awaiting the conclusion of the suffering
We are the ones who stole the fire from the flaming sword in the Garden of Eden
to chase away the darkness and hunt the beasts to be sacrificed and devoured
to shed light on the mysteries, to open what the Maker has concealed
to reveal the burning lies that ravaged paradise on this earth
A burning passion within, we mourn those burned alive
the innocent, humanity is just a war-torn family
I am the one caught in the middle
riddled with rain drops
the pain stops

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXFpJrlgd7A

Going through deep depression...
Seeing things at the corner of my eye..
Everything I'm forgetting
and it seems harder the more that I try.
I have moments where I pause and stare...
Hitting you with the longest glare...
People seem hard to hear... hygiene now, I hardly care.
My face is slowly drying out...
psoriasis plagues my life... my anxiety
attacks me... paranoia, no bragging rights.
Is it schizophrenia or dementia? Oh, tremors? Yeah. I have that, too.
Eyes sensitive to light... just another thing that I battle through.
Tinnitus I've had for years, and floaters about the same...
Did I mention I also have GERD? I know a lot of it is sounding strange...
My stomach cramps, my hands cramp, lights flash, I have a tick.
My sinuses run while I'm eating; some one help me pick up this baggage, quick.
My frontal lobe is a mess, my bradycardia's floating around...
I sometimes choke when I eat, I also got angina holding me down.
I wake up gasping for air. My libido's always been low.
Expelling white residue from my dick after a shit, is even harder to hold...
Dry coughing throughout the day, my appendages often go numb..
Quite frankly I don't where half of these problems are from...
I see vivid images when i close my eyes that effect my sleeping pattern...
I had anxiety attack so bad, I left work in an ambulance...
My confidence is weary, my face looks bloated most of the time...
I wish I could just tell a doctor exactly what goes through my mind...
Blood tests come back regular, so do MRI's and CT's...
They give me pills then tell me too see them in roughly three weeks...
So you're probably wondering why you should care?
Cause honestly? I'm scared shit less.
I appear normal on the surface, but I swear this is
Nothing but bravado... cause all I'm feeling is more pain...
I could end up like Kate Spade, or be another Anthony Bourdain.
I sympathize with Robin Williams, I feel like I know where he was...
Always going to doctors - he was trying to console it with drugs...
Or rather conceal, I feel like having to deal
with all this bullshit is a challenge, for real.
It's tough trying to be normal and also balance this field.
When you're told to be strong, but you're so weak you're falling behind...
All of the time you're in anti social situations, drawing your blinds.
And sitting on your bed, sitting up in a fetal position...
Even if this is just me writing on forum for people to listen
It's worth it... cause people depend on you, and it's hard to tell them...
You want to believe they'll be there, but that "what if" just draws the question...
Mental health - I never knew it was this scary.
But I'm here to tell you the consequences that it carries...
The weight of the world, and then some. Don't be just another statistic...
Tell your story in hopes that everyone's aware of the sickness.

if i can follow the trail/
i drink bottles of ALE-if you can follow my hell/
bipolar- chronic depressed-neurotic and stressed/
working 2 jobs and still it seems my pockets are pressed/
stretched the fuck out like i was taffy/
find it hard to laugh, i'm unhappy/
but still police'll peel the streets and blast his gun at me/
true story- i have to sacrifice for love/
so i asked my wife and son to run 'fore i grab a knife or gun/
and end it- that thought is splendid- demented it is ofocurse/
call it a quotable as if it was printed in the SOURCE/
i believe in god but only now do i question is eyesight/
so i stopped lookin to the skys light/
all i have is MY might which is honesly fi-nite/
the highlight of my lives plights is exactly why i write...write../
then write some more to occupy my brain away from ready death/
somebody plz take the pain away from every breath/
and i dont know if yall are just tryna write somethin to make a post/
but like pac..this is the truest shit i ever wrote/
and im ghost.

First and Foremost,when you're in ya feelings you'll always lose hope/
confidence building goes brick by brick,failure is apart of life, real men know how to cope/
time to evict the regrets you live with, reevaluate your goals/
The truth about why you're here is the question to ask ya soul/
can't let them voices in ya head talk back to you all bold/

If you want to battle me you better be fast like cassius not cassius cash moves to ashes you
got beat by the baddest when im done you won't be intact stay off the crack the skills you lack
build your vocabulary then come back to get beat again cause your sap whack this year you got
a plaque cause you spit in the dentist chair cause your numb to my number one hit haters that

When i drop the second stanza you'll be read your miranda cause you cant write try twice
your rap career will end like your white I don't want to fight I don't want to battle prabble
when you step to battle me it's a serious matter people go out on the stretcher from laughter
all these mc's that beef and shots ring bring peace the violence must cease.

I dont know you g what I can percieve is your a product of the city nice to mean shot in between
dropped out of school for a dollar and a dream cream to weed to get what you need move a few key
e-class green keep on keepin on you wont breathe you wont even be part of the community gangfree
another deceased this is why I speak I live one life being me im not from the streets Im refreep

Ive been through hard things dont lose your family to the police your brothers aren't same genes
its over when its over and your final destination is the penitentiary you didnt get to the endin

I Like History Ain't No Love In The Heart Of The City

@rhymic rapper wack as fuk, its easy to beat the dude
we dont need a little R&R, cuz everyone already sleeping on u

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Originally Posted by plethora

@rhymic rapper wack as fuk, its easy to beat the dude
we dont need a little R&R, cuz everyone already sleeping on u

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why you callin him wack, mind yourself, why don't you drop something and show us if you wack or not then.

@plethora

who you callin whack nicca you ain't got shit ain't got jack
tellin a newb to piss of this site am i seeing this right
a veteran trying to pick fights with a dude that just might
beat your ass in the floor talking tough on the net before
you get your hand smashed by the door what's your score
fuck your awards and accomplishments
whack ass rapper can't even give a proper compliment
no r-e-s-p-e-c-t so turn around jigga don't even talk to me