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Crazy
Crazy
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My mom just said some shit about what I posted on facebook
Damned if I don’t they lie and if I do they prove it
She told me just hang with the wolf that’s a good look
I’m trying not to hate him for his kind but damn I’m about to lose it - shit
Shooshing myself and rubbing my own leg is torture
Kissing my own hands has never made me hate more
They torturing me down and trying to beat me into submission
After 7 years straight of this shit and they wondering why I’m bitching
Suicide is totally illegal but I rather be dead
I just can’t understand how this can even happen – when is enough said
I wanna go back to my sponsor but now I know they don’t even care about me either
NOBODY has my back – I’m not your souldier on some anniversary to ether
If I was a man maybe you’d understand and even love me
In fact I know for fact, but this shit gonna be however it’s built to be
That faggot think Im a marry him but ain’t no way in hell
My moms liver is the one fucked but my dad the one who drink – WTF is that? I can’t even tell
And I don’t hate him I just refuse to live for him either, he kicked me out when I was sick
Even my babies hate me, when the smoke gonna clear cause the fog a little too thick
God got our back on this running shit, but nah I grabbed my ring and best outfit
He wasn’t there in fact he hung me – now ain’t that some shit
The psychic told me not to judge him, but how I trust him now
How I’m supposed to trust when I know he don’t even like me – how
I can’t go back to my sponsor he lost all respect
Went to hoe college and got nothing I guess that’s what I get for showing my deck
I’m throwing up but nothing comes out 10x a day
It seems like they even hit me more the more that I pray
They clap my hands like we even on the side
I rather go to hell for what’s straight up illegal - suicide
I always stayed so busy cause if I had a chance to think I’d lose it
That closed caption in the background drove me nuts – cause that’s where the first time they abused it
I can’t chose it
And if you think I’m a just die down and lay
You don’t know my tag team partner – that’s all I’m a say
No PC I had to work my way from restricted to level 5
And I was only 13 then in case you thought I don’t have what it takes to survive
Walking behind wishes? When did I ever get a wish?
I even got shot when I realized he snitched
Expecting the worst just to be grateful for the day
Nah you bitches gonna feel me and pay attention to what I say
I was his virgin
He didn’t care how sacred that was to me
He didn’t care I burned out 3 stars praying back for my family.
I’ll be a psycho – you mother fuckers have no clue
But you wrong if you think I’m compromising my freedom or burning in hell hitting back any of you
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I rather have died then forced to live having them force my body and force me to clap my own hands
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I don't know what to do... but I don't deserve to be forced to live like this - how anybody even let them?
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Somethings off that last paragraph I swear
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All except the last line
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Grateful for the day down
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They always blocking there or starting issues between us or block I said what I said when I said I wouldn’t judge but got judged
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This zone is too strong and too aggressive and it feels like every time I start to get or feel better they hit me or come back again
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Nipsey hustle, pop smoke, mo3, and king von all dead? Am I the only one that thinks that’s beyond weird and crazy?
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So it's deleted from my home cpu too but like I'm hardly grateful for the day. You plan for the worst because anything better keeps you happy. Not to give thanks for the fucking day. And if you think I'm talking to or entertaining some bitches to be all up in MY business and make it look like I'm the one talking shit or mad - you crazy. I'm tired and I just want to know what the fuck is even going on. BTW, get your pen up you didn't even flow it right.
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Nah for real just like my ig said back right ribs - I have no clue how they get into my accounts!!!!