Only Time

Only Time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wfYIMyS_dI


Start after the first Chorus

C: “Who can say where the road goes, where the day flows… only time”

After what they did can any man ever see past that and still see me?
Not think about who or how it left me to mentally be
My Angel said patience, never my strong point
My God said trust me, underneath the white storm while I tear as he anoint

C: “Who can say…. Why your heart cries when your love cries – only time?”

“It’s my choice” that echoes, I didn’t know but now you gonna hear my voice
Love vs sex – cause believe me it’s completely different
And not every girl was for rent cause it just depends how their story got bent
I would try so hard and knew I couldn’t do it so I asked God why I can’t make love, I don’t know how
Later that night a hand touching mine woke me up and whispered I’ll show you but not now
I met him; I don’t remember most; just the beginning and then only in split seconds forever ever after
But through the worst of it all, that “I I don’t recall” I bust out in laughter
In the ambulance I woke up a second and heard the cop telling them I fell out the car saying Me? Shoe?
So at first when I got home I thought finally it would be my dream come true
(Not my worst nightmare)

Since I was kid I thought he was going to be my everything and anything I need him to be
Cause I was born alone at day one and then adopted at day 3
I rather be alone then go back to superficial and I’m not gonna play some role just to make it official
It’s everything to me… and today as I watched all the pairs while standing alone
I remember dropping as a kid from my heart hurting and now as I’m older I’m finally shown
Being strong is my biggest fib, but I wanna be my best for that rib (that sometimes burns)
Now my body I’m beginning to learn
At nite sometimes I can cry and they sush me and now I know why
Someone feels it with me and not just some guy
As I hear bleed slow, it hurts and there is pain
It was nothing then but an illusion but thru out the years I get it, I’m just not sure his name

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When there are more posts, I will post my links.

Interesting here to say at least. The emotional value held great together. It felt like you were torn between time travel and your own mentality. The butterfly effect is the best fit I suggest. Very thought provoking too with crisp notations. Good read nonetheless. I look forward to reading more onwards.

Thanks @CleverWordz