You go to sleep, and never wake up.. explain what do you do during that time / dream of. Spit.
.. as my visions Fade Away, into distant Shades of Grey
Memories start floodin back of all the childish Games we Played
& how nothing's Stayed the Same, compared to the Life i'd Lived
Once a Fettle Clown .. i was Settled Down w. a Wife and Kids
Their the Guys i Miss most, when i Sit and Think about them
.. Every Minute of Every Day, i Sit and Think about them ..
Now with Eyes Wide Shut, there's Nothing i Would Like ..
.. more than a Second Chance to bid them all Good Bye
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A second chance to say what id often Attempt to Speak
A second chance to reveal what they truly Meant to Me
A second chance to state what i meant to Say from the Start
A second chance to say they'll always have a Place in my Heart
A chance to tell them the truth, before i met the Lord's Gaze
.. Cause a second is all it Takes, to Take you to Your Grave ..
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.. See, there's a secret of Mine ive Kept Silent Inside,
.. the full Events on the Night, i Slept for the Final Time ..
.. my Insomnia .. got me laying in bed Wide Eyed ..
.. Couldn't sleep .. so i went for a late Night Drive ..
Seatbelt at my Right Side .. figured i Wouldnt Need It
Suddenly the car crashed .. face was Cut And Bleedin
I must of Fallen Asleep Then .. lost control of the wheel
& collided with another car .. whose driver was killed
.. The young female died instantly .. and so, Story Goes ..
she was looking for her husband .. he hadnt Come Home
.. It was ME she was looking for on that Fateful Night ..
.. It was MY lack of sleep that finally killed my Faithful Wife ..
.. the Pain Inside's been Hell, & though our family Records Scratched ..
.. There's nothing id love more than to get a Second Chance ..
R.I.P
Kate Wanslow
1975 - 2003