This force set upon me is a face yet to be revealed,
My future isnt even bleak.. I only see an empty field,
I feel like I'm being stalked by an evil entity,*
Something inside of me is starting to reveal this enemy,
All of my wrongs in life are starting to commemorate,
I'm a broken soul because of these thoughts I cant seem to renovate,
When I'm happy I realize these compelling memorys always regenerate,
I chose happiness over family.. My conscience is about to detonate,
Nothing can change what I've done.. So I subconsciously meditate,
Always lookin forward to the future when I still live in the past,
Can't fix the mistakes.. Can only forget by having a blast,
HooK
Who's this person making all of my rights turn to wrongs,
I can only truly escape by being truthfull in songs,
But when its all over my fucking misery always prolongs,
Even god doesnt know.. But deep inside I know where my spirit belongs...
Somebody other then who I am is causing all this commotion,
Maybe I'd understand my pain if I saw his devotion,
Now I can never forget my past like it was a flawless emotion,
I'll be going from depressed to dead.. So glad I got this promotion,
This feeling is my opponnent... I must dispose of the cause,
But now that I've seen the big picture I stop n pause,
I've discovered my foe.. Now it's time to take action,
Enjoy only the aftermath because of my imbued reactions,
They say look your enemy in the eye so you both see clearer inside,
So I finally fucking looked into the mirror and died............