The Untitled
Ancient scriptures create blisters as my thoughts continue to linger
As blood continues to bubble upon my lonely red fingers
Scars dig like knifes back in time to my childhood days
As lives fluid flowed from my best friends impeccable ways
I grew up ruthless as my heart seemed to yearn to stay truthless
But it was all useless, my life could no longer learn, it confused this
My babypictures in half, not a full face to collapse
All of these lies in my past, can I take all these back?
Gruesome scenes at a young age, the streets locked me up in my cage
Never let go I'm afraid, I struggled and tumbled with hate
Could I dispose of all love? Was the Equinox truly to come?
Or was I just being dumb? Metaphorically soaring my thumb...
Never showing up in the night... my Momma's face never in sight...
Will my life stay within this plight? Or will my bad ways leave me and take flight?...
My eyes were blind to the colors..of my innocent sisters and brothers
I killed their menacing mothers..without a care for the others...
Johnny I miss you today, I regret all the bullets we sprayed...
Back in our horrible days, Can I take back all the hate?...
Bobby I don't know, you were always my true bro...
But when you got knifed low, I gave up on life so...
I'm done with my days of the past, but can I gain innocence back?
Get my life focus on track, And overcome struggles at last?...
Only one way to show em, I have to untitle this poem,
Stop all the rhyming at last, as I write on this final notepad...