My emotions stir around my head
Don’t know where to go from here
Wandering around if I should just be dead
But that is my biggest fear
I hate the life I’m living in
It’s just not fair
Just feels like a recycling bin
Rolling around the air
Broken dreams follow my heart
Makes me all confused
Don’t know where to start
Feeling like I’m just being abused
Past hurting haunts me daily
Leaves me fears and scars
But when I think of Haley
My world seems not afar
I try to think of the positive things
But when I do it hurts more and more
Just makes me wanna cringe
So I live it day by day waiting for what’s in store
I lost the person I most loved today
Oh god, please give me strength
Don’t just take my life away
Just help me find my fate
So with all these feelings I have for now
I hope I can find that other special someone
Somewhere, somehow.