"Life Sucks, Then..."
Diverged
Mariah
Challenge me? I'm already challenged see,
Grown up through tapestries painting reality.
Autistic? Is that what they call me, be honest
That's retarded? And thats my problem?
So I'm lost in, my thoughts then-- we cross.
Shut thy eyes. 'Cause I cringe at what we saw.
And it was just a siloheutte of a felt threat
Call me moronic, matter of fact, Call it, yes
Call me slow, laugh behind my back, instead.
Cause I wouldn't understand, or stand for it.
let the ground get washed away in torrents
Right beneath me too, and the water erodes.
In loads as we reload and take a look at the show.
The one man show with no ticket admission
So let them peer and get sick and demented.
Till my last friend makes his final visit.
Grow up mind! and just Let me know why,
Pops and Ma push up daisies, red covered the sky
I covered my eyes, had iron chain mail for breasts
Let my breath release, and in detail the rest:
I'm strong and I've longed, only to live my life wrong
A bright dawn as I thrive on; my parents lives, gone
Nylon, heart ripped and torn as I split with the mourn
Whispers form, figures warn of the scriptures scorn
Lifted morn, heartless frowns on me a retarted clown
A darkness shrouds as I hear the harshest nouns
How far is down? I've been waiting, lost in my patience
Life wasted while smite blatant; noxious vibrations
Stop limitations, you are lucky but y'all it's not funny
"Stop sonny, or you'll end up looking like a dummy"
Fight the cunning, to find decapatation of mind
Change me to blind, set the emancipation of time
No relation of mine is left, taken by death or sickness
Splatter this heart, lame parts, fuck desperate wishes
Can't resist temptation, never passed a test in my life
Let this steel blade glide, I'll be accepting this knife
Swept in this plight, I've wept through the dead night
I've gone to bed right, but now rest in peace, unusual
It's mutual people, I'll have nobody there at my funeral
The usual suspects, me, myself, and I, an ongoing suffix
Needed to be, trust it, I found a way of knowing justice
....Life sucks, then you die....and then it gets worse....