Such an innocent reflection,
touched by the hate of transgression,
for the soul a family is a blessin',
but lust and perverse is over steppin',
what goes through the mind of a little girl,
when everything is shaken in her little world,
the tainted thoughts of a fucked family,
that has a father who over steps normal boundaries,
two worlds collide in the worst way,
who sees what she goes through everyday,
all alone she's barricaced feeling so hopless and naked
she's shaded, her innocent skin touched by a behated
own member of her flesh and blood,
souls dry and cracked like unhydrated mud,
she lies lifeless in her single bed,
with fairy quilted blankets and her teddy bear,
she lies in wait and shivers from the thoughts that scare,
'cause she knows it wont be long before he's there,
she buries her head deep in the pillow yet,
she still sees the creeping of his silouhette,
he whispers in her ear the sandman's come to town,
then grasps her blankets with intent to pull them down,
this has happened for so long no more she cries,
as her fathers cold hands creep between her thighs,
she struggles a little then he continues to prise,
her thin slender legs completely apart,
only her heart knows what happens in the night of dark,
she used to plead mercy for her daddy to stop,
but he'd say let daddy 'cause he loves you alot,
when she'd protest and say that it wasn't true,
her father would threat do you want me to put it in you,
she'd scream but his hard rough hands covered her mouth,
as he would penetrate and shread her insides down south,
he would lock her arms above her tighly
held her wrists til they went blue,
and say dirty remarks like your a good tight little screw,
and when she would bleed her father told her it was her fault,
it wouldn't hurt so much when she'd bleed if she was an adult,
and when he'd cum it would ooze from insider,
and she'd lay wet in the sheets as a constant reminder,
of what happens every night when he tucks her in tight,
she wonders why it happens and wishes she would die,
and before he leaves the room he whispers once again,
if any soul is told you know what will happen,
If you ever tell anyone about what we do,
you'll go straight to hell and mummy will never love you,
and as he closes the door he blows her a twisted kiss,
and she dodges the air hoping that she'll miss,
he'll say i got you acting like it was just a game,
leaving her bruised and broken she'll never be the same,
but one night after the depressing static,
her heart stops in her room at the top of the attic,
she's finally at peace in God's arms,
never to return in her fathers way of harm
Alex Cassidy
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