I Never Knew Her...
I'm dying to ride, I'm dying to try
But most of all I'm dying inside
I'm dying to ride, I'm dying to try
But most of all I'm dying inside
All the hope was false, although half my life was the cost
I can't remain to maintain the pain that you have caused
Back when I first met you, shit was going so flawless
I loved all this, but I never would have thought you were heartless
I scarcely snatched the right woman on those seldom days
Not even a family packed night couldn't prevent the hell I paid
It all started with me and this young lady named Bridgette
I married her when I wish i didn't my life now is a vigilant mission
Everyday I would spent time with her, showed her severe care
I had time to spend...even though my business was here and there
She was a mysterious type women, her thoughts couldn't be interpreted
But to worsen it, I find out this fucking lovely lady wasn't worth shit
I heard the bitch was cheating, and she was involved with crime
She had to be the most sneakiest and slickest girl of all time
And i called her all mine? I knew something wasn't connecting right too
No corrections despite that she had this independent type mood
How could I like you? I must not have had the right state of mind
To actually think twice about marrying you, should have taken the time
To realize that you weren't worth the wait, I know it hurts to say
But I don't love you, and never once did, not even before this day
After all those long walks at sunset, holding hands when your upset
I could tell by the shining smile you always had, i know you loved it
Hugged you from behind when you were making special supper
I didn't think about a thing, only except that I never loved her
Her twinkle in her eye, that laugh that echos far within my ear
Those gorgeous memories in mind, just shattered into shards after years
It was hard to bare with, thought you were the "Only One"
But I should have known right away, that you were the "Phony One"
Even after all we've been through, the decisions you've chose to proceed with
It's nonsense, but I have to make decisions to succeed and achieve quick
I couldn't deal with quit, even though I never believed in it
Deep in my stomach, those thoughts made me feeling sick
I felt like I could share my thoughts and love with the girl I grasped
But all those memories are in the past, wiped away and throw in the trash
Quick as a flash, she fucking disappeared from my life like a true blur
And to tell the honest truth, I actually really Never Knew Her...
I was dying to ride, I was dying to try
But most of all I was dying inside
I was dying to ride, I was dying to try
But most of all I was dying inside
Now all those times are left behind....
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