Blackbird’s Remorse
Blackbird,
Deaths Messenger.
Awaken,
Rising in the hollow night.
Brisk air breathes life
into a silent room.
I’m lusting for light,
Eyes adjusting to night.
Tuning in, I sense a stare
Examining my curiosity.
Fear enflames my lungs,
Startling my tiresome heart.
Perusing the room, my eyes widen…
…there in the blackness,
A blackbird – still as death.
Gasp! – choking on air,
I reach for the lamp,
Illimunating an eerie room.
Finding the place of the bird-
I reside dumfounded.
Staring at the floor, empty-space
No bird, and nothing more.
Confusion dwells on my thoughts,
Heart steadies, but remains tense.
Leaving the room lit – eyes closed, I think.
Mind wanders out of reality, but
Not off on a tangent, as this dreamscape
Seems tangible, so real – I fathom insanity,
For I can feel myself sleeping, yet
Cannot resist how whole I am.
Deciding to reside in my dream state
I set off upon a dirt road, deserted
Surrounded by newly planted trees
Poorly shading me from the setting sun.
Continuing on my solitary adventure,
I notice the tune of the hidden birds.
However the song they sing is lovely
I cannot help but imagine the silhoutte
Of the elusive bird, and its penetrating stare.
Suddenly, the wind changes – swiftly
Blowing a cold chill through the trees
That to have changed. Thickening,
Into a forest of aged, warped tall-oaks.
Towering over the path, casting shadows
Of attacking claws, and fearsome jaws.
The moon rises to full mass – gleaming.
Mesmerized by its oddity, I feel sick.
And to my amazment, the moon flickers
Turns black and opens – as though an eye-lid.
Realizing in disbelief, I run – without care.
Screaming to myself –
“The moon, just turned into a fucking eye…
…a fucking blackbird’s eye. Noooo…
not just any blackbird, but that one.
Is he haunting me!!” WHY!
Instantly - the world around me seem to melt…
…or perhaps mold, into my deepest fear
a nightmarish scene – a world of disbelief.
But yet, unable to wake – there he stood.
A giant replica of my bedroom visitor.
The Blackbird. – Still as death.
Then, he rose to the sky,
And dove. Straight towards myself…
…showing no signs of stopping,
I remain planted watching as he flew,
Certainly bound to kill me.
I was in shock, eyes locked on my predator,
And as he approach, I was rooted
Unable to scream.
Then the blackbird, shot through me
As though a ghost, yet…
…I seared with pain.
Eye jolted open, hoping to see nothing
I froze in fear – as a fire swarmed
Forming a cascading wall of flames.
Ready to fall, and swallow its victim
I heard an eerie song – and perched at the window
Was the blackbird – still as death.
However, this time he smiled…
…and flew away – slowly.
Pondering just briefly, I realized his message.
Turning to the flames – I began to cry…
…as I headed towards the window
grateful to be alive.