Confession time truth in every line
in every not and every rhyme
until this mountain has been climbed
here we go
my philosophy comes with hyprocrisy
love democracy til its at odds with me
honestly if I were thinking properly
I would want you all to copy me
if only just to honor me
I have humility as long as it has utility
but if it is futility, I start to think oh silly me
I dont have to practice what I preach
or learn from what I teach
conscience lurking like a leach
Im outta reach though it may beseech
gonna take a back seat till the cycle is complete
dont wanna like immortal technique
not here to simply be unique
and where it out till unique is obsolete
going through the motions, lather rinse repeat
I should love a challenge cuz iron sharpens iron
but when it gets tough i wanna just retire
I've lost all Ire and fire
to do what need to to go oh so much higher
clarity is given to bleakness, strength to weakness
lost the sweatness and structure with no neatness
a lot of efforts go to hell in a handbasket
take a look at it.... its my casket
there's life, I passed it
and alot of times I have to really admit
I just half assed it
my convictions are another matter
we got rich we got fatter
now we cant climb the ladder
rather have some brownie batter
culture in tatters
excited by money can hardly hold our bladders
blame rockers and rappers
instead of looking in where shit really happens
everyones their own god in their own theocracy
forget democracy theres a new theology
self centered economies rely on petty sociology
what the hell is anthropology
everyone is labelled simply by geography
doing what you what is most important
oppress those you have more than
disagree with me, heres the door then
I dont wanna sound morbid, but shit gets horrid
culture gets waterboarded and the poor get only porridge
simple clockwork like an orange
the righteous do no wrong but right instead
end up dead, covered in lead,
spattered red where they bled
as I lay down my head, I remember that book I read
about life being never ending thread
I thought that it was shit back then
but I get it now it makes some sense
killed by murder or accident
doesnt matter when the twine is rent
its over and done with and I'm still nothing
maybe not yung anymore but death wasnt bluffing
just the first part but I wanted to get it out and get some feed hopefully. really trying to improve so feed appreciated.