Since..Spekz no showed. If he shows up close this. Also I will post links later. promise.
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Its become a known factthat I can get any woman that I want
no matter how pretty or beautiful
if I put in a little effort, I can get them
to fall in love with me.
Don't call me Adonis, or liken me to anything classical
I am not shaped like statues, but lumps of clay
I mold myself to fit in recognizable geometric shapes
A triangle can be poignant, with sunken eyes
and three-day stubble.
Hell, I jumped on Sasha Grey's bed with her
and she is a porn star.
its not that I am amazingly good looking.
I'm decent looking, but
there is an odd thing about me,
a magneticism, I suppose.
If you find me at either pole,
I'll be standing with a flag - crimson cursives
on a white backing, my initials,
NAW, flashing against an infinite
of cursed melting.
The other thing is - and it is almost a curse,
is that nobody will ever leave me, or
they haven't. I always have to leave them.
And I always have. And I have never been dumped
Not truly.
Leave me, and I will find you.
I won't haunt you, but damn close.
It has something to do with the way I eat girls out.
It really does, I think.
The last girl I went down on, came six times.
And then couldn't fuck because her body was too tired.
When I do fuck, my dick isn't huge or anything -
a little bit above average, but, I know exactly how
to manipulate a woman's body.
Heh....heh....heh....heh...
I am very intelligent - I did so many drugs
all through university, and still walked away, with close to
a 4.0 GPA. Eventually, I just started fucking with
my professors - you know, manipulating them through
my writing, convincing them of things they did not believe,
writing short stories instead of essays.
Rapbattles.com is a liminal representation of anti-culture as a whole - in fact, it has shaped part of me, a strange core, dark blue or maybe purple, that floats in small sharp circles through my tract - it has been closely correspondent to my coming of age as well as my transition into adulthood - but, I would never admit that, nononononono
Don't get me wrong - I'm not some spoiled rich kid
that has everything given to me - that buys my way through life.
I grew up fairly close to poor, on that
teetering edge - worked full time to pay my way through university, and I don't take handouts.
Things aren't all rosie though
I am not an asshole - actually, the opposite, I am
a very nice guy, very loving, a hopeless romantic,
but, my smarts do work against me.
I find I manipulate people all of the time, to make them love me back. As a result, finding real things
in this world becomes difficult.
I am being arrogant,
but if I wasn't so arrogant,
I wouldn't be where I am. A hotshot young publisher,
hopefully moving up the ranks
hopefully deciding the fate of literature, someday.
And I am happy shaping those things - my hands are rough
and large, like that of a carpenter,
and I will build things more beautiful than cathedrals.
You watch - and just trust me, one day I won't be around,
but you'll find my name inside the books, that
decide fates, and move young people, to shape the world.
And you will recognize me by a trail of broken people.
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