I slip,
but I wont lose grip of this pride,
stiff in the neck,
dim in the shine,
weak of the will,
ill in the mind.
a circle see's no progress,
but i cant sit the fuck still in this line,
no matter how many sips of the bitter sweet wine,
my head still has heartache on the mind,
I still read the truth that I find,
between all of your lines,
perfectly fine,
blantantly blank,
you have me to thanks,
thanks for your time,
I want you to know that Im doing alright,
but the facts arent there,
and although Im a liar,
i swear this time im not lying,
Its no longer the time,
for warning with signs,
i cant help with the crying,
but atleast im not getting high right?
and atleast im not dying?
atleast i was trying,
all that i got out of it,
is now what's missing inside,
I know im complaining,
I know Im to blame,
Yes Im ashamed,
I guess this is just something,
I wanted to say,
aside from the pain,
aside from my failure,
Im changing the picture,
this set mind I have framed,
Its all in your name,
and I know you would tell me,
that it's not the right way,
but its all that I can do,
towards all that i owe you,
for seeing my face,
giving me something,
that I couldnt be.
finding me out where I couldnt see,
being that something that I should have seen!
Thank you for being,
and being my living dream.
Ill hold on forever, but never cut you with a chase,
Ill take my place, out of your space,
Ill be impatiently waiting,
In silence, incase,
the weight of your abscence turns out to be faith,
and that if i change,
if i stay dedicated, not just stay awake,
that I too can create a new setting, not just make a place,
I can reach out and embrace all that life contains,
not just take shape.
but must I wait with no results,
it'll be without regrets,
although ill be with you in memory,
I pray you dont remember me,
you make feeling hard,
but no hard feelings are felt,
please learn not to hate me,
for the times that I made you stand by and watch me destroy my self.
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