I miss the way I felt about you,
I'm a puzzle missing a piece without you,
I hate the day, I love my sleep and fade away,
I dream about you, I dream and change the pain,
we love to love but it's not the same,
I love to love but you loved to play,
When I'd talk, I'd talk to you,
When you'd talk you'd walk right through,
door's open left with that part of truth
put me in an empty room, split and left in two,
had me question what I really meant to you,
so I hide in darkness, tryna figure out,
figure out what my heart is.
I miss you, I really do,
close my eyes and I'm hearing you,
I loved you, I was madly-mad about it,
I took it out on the past I had without it,
diving deep just to pass it fast, I'd drown it,
the more I'd cry the more I'd die,
a foreign mind and pouring eyes-
truth is I think it's a coffin,
your eyes, that smile I'd get lost in,
I was addicted and died when I 'got it',
what was opened, closed and I overdosed
soul alone, cold and broke even tho I know it's 'no',
feeling you was like a lonely ghost,
I ask myself what I used to be,
but it's like...you in dreams....
something's different and new to me...
And I'm just used to you,
see?
I knew I had a thing for you, I never lost it, (really..)
we fought and fought, lord to my heart; you conquered,
wrought inside, rot and writhing with terror,
when it rains, I'm stuck and I hide in the weather,
so much so the it'd be the less I'd feel,
in desperate need of something real,
at the end of the day we're all human,
you're the song when I'm playin this music,
I'm breaking down, I can't hide the pain,
I learned to lie and every night I'd try again,
and hide my face
final chapter, the book is ending,
the read through was mean, too.
I had to think and I seen the ending,
linear as fuck, I tried to bend it,
avatar to a story I couldn't control,
a force with a porcelain hold,
it's like, I still have feelings for you,
I still love it too, but I can't,
I can't be this way being the truth.
We're all human inside,
we love, we live,
do it and die.