I guess every now and then you just swung thru
To check and see if I still think of you
It's like I can't make a wish unless you want it too
They say the man that gives you comfort not the thrill
I say the man who won't you let cry or big enough not to cause that drill
I have standards that are high
Because I deserve someone too big to fall into that guy
I saw and understood that game
Just thought i deserved one not on that fame
I'll never say I elevated too high
But I know there's more gold out there that's understands my why
Stupid virgin maybe to believe in god and everything I held sacred
Just to fall short again and to know he just faked it
It happens all the time
I rather be with my one son who knows the truth and doesn't hate me
Then I'm wrong for speaking the truth regardless how they bate me
Why am I even still here I don't belong
But when it's everything against religion I'm still the one wrong
Cool... just a sad song
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Cause of everything he lets them do to me