One wife
I missed your touch and I needed to feel that heal
Listening to too many lyrics I learned the deal
I flipped...
like the clip clicked and locked
Sacred in my virgin now after shocked
Every cold moment replaced by any and every emotion I now feel -
Physically... To remind this is all real
Fiscally I maxed out at 84k
But I now have $16 to make it to Monday
It never was about that bag
It never was about that brag
It was a search for family and true love
That I didn’t realize was already stolen and sealed by above
It was betrayal and back stabbing
It was climbing to the top with everyone grabbing
The naive heart they all love to pick on
WAS my survival they all used to stick on
Left with a decision for everything I live for and would die for too
Left with an unconscious fear that they never did that for you
Walking with enemies trying to clear them off my path
Stuck alone in some sick matrix like an unknown aftermath
Every time I start to pull myself together I fall back down again
Doing it mostly by myself cause somehow I’m the one that lost all the friends
All alone, every day, alone
Why do I have to go thru this instead
Wondering why god just didn’t leave me dead
Enough said...
I would never play a game with only one life
And I would never stay the same if I wasn’t sure I’d only be one mans wife
I wonder all the time if you ever think of me
I wonder all the time why you left this for me to see 💔
I guess it’s evident he’s not coming back for me
Link one: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...re-have-i-been
Link two: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...ou!-You-got-me