Runaway
After pusha T
“Never been much of a romantic... I could never take you into the sea... cause the look in your eyes is killing me... if one day you just up and leave”
Big boys come to check in
And see I ain’t check in
but I felt it and I ain’t do no checking
Assuming or slicing
While they dicing
To finally feel - is that the first lesson
And is this a blessin?
I ain’t the one for second chances
Guess my whirl wind romances was porn to porn and that’s where we all left standing - I heard her moan (thru me) (so gross insanity)
They say I should’ve done better on my good girl gone bad
But that’s what’s so sad
It’s true, she just mad
But it’s inherent and inside of you
Even on the switch you always gonna come back to you
And I ain’t built to be a mans whore
Feeling like I’m punished cause I just wanted more
I used to see them, a rack a day
that was the day where happiness was lost
and everytime I don’t play
My happiness tossed - why?
And why you let them simple
God above all
Just trying to be like Jack, jack be nimble
Am I gonna be the one sorry I asked
Cause the good with the bad seem too much for the task
And I feel- and I hurt and I cry and I shake and almost pass out
Over the assumption of one man they think they just can pass out
And that don’t make you mad too
In all their words the betrayal and what secrets do
I’m tired of wishing I was “more like you” time over due
And I’m glad I couldn’t accept the basics
Cute still stacking bracelets
But you can’t change what you think is broken
And you can’t let them hang me like I’m their token
It’s not and it’s time they all face it
Loyalty - just wondering if they really can just erase it?
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I peeped you... where next to? Nah I didn’t love him either
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Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...Behemoth-Black
Link two: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...od-is-my-water
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The guy I was with over 10 years - I don’t love him either