I Had A Dream
I had a dream, people got in my house – and I was so scared I tried to scramble away across my bed
But every direction I went some one was there to push or whip me instead
I didn’t think much of it – cause I thought it was only a dream and that wasn’t what was fucking with my head – it was all the shit that came in between
Because of that dream, life became my worst nightmare
…. “and to this day
and you told me I shouldn’t concentrate
it was all so strange that it was so real
that a ghost should be so practical…
Only if for a night, only if for a night”
Life isn’t a game, and if it was I never chose a side
Been in trouble twice, both for suicide
Stuck in a hell that only gets worse
And every round they go I’m the one surrounded by a curse
And when you live on both sides someone always has the power
You know shit is finally real when you have to check times cause you lost an entire hour
In 2 seconds flat…
Their glory - An entire team, jumped a girl all alone
She never did them wrong, and was as clear as the glass the mirror shown
Waking up in a world you never knew was so sick
All because some dumb ass trick couldn’t get off his dick
Never even a factor, so she demanded to be
Then mixed it all around and tried to pretend it was me
For what?
Circle of life baby, I never said I wasn’t the one to die alone
What comes up must come down, and that 4-27 is all that is show’en
Why their mo hill become my mountain?
All they do is trick and lie and no one even stop them
Like some sick half time switch when you assumed game was over money
But nah dawg they all get rites, and to them this shit is funny
And I’m not like that, never was
Praying to a God that left me, let them, promise a lot, then never does
All just because…
So how would you feel?
Cause this shit isn’t fake, this shit ain’t a movie, nah this all time high of too real
And anyone that let them steal the time I put in
An existence so fucking stupid cause in the end it’s all over a win?
…. “and to this day
and you told me I shouldn’t concentrate
it was all so strange that it was so real
that a ghost should be so practical…”
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I have to take about 20+ ibuprofins a week on top of all her sick shit too and the psych meds I'm on as well - someone is going to make them get off me
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I'm not impressed - she has no right to be any where near me, she's just covering up for what they did to begin with and I want to know how she even knew my story before me to even fucking begin with. IM NOT PLAYING!