Starin’ Through My RearView
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“She’s looking back at the world… from another level”

Multiple shots on the block I never imagined I’d get death dropped in my lap
The fact he was dead innocent but yet directly tied to the map
And I don’t know how’d he judge me, maybe why I sit in fear
I did my best Lord, it’s always the higher ups pissed off that I’m here
Enemies fire but it’s worse when it’s a friend
Betrayal always was a cardinal sin
I told you about the 7, and how we was taught
But nah hell no it ain’t for the evil we fought
“They dropped us in the game and everyone had to ball”
They taught me to trust, that’s how they conned me into free fall
My heart only beats to remind me keep going
But that’s when betrayal get thick cause I know it’s all in his knowing
2 true 2 be gone 4 gotten
That’s what I wrote…
“Downtown Party Gone Awry” now an impossible article to quote

C: “They got me staring in the rearview go on baby scream to god he can hear you”
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Get your story straight bitch, I hope it bring you fame too
Nah I’m not over the best friend I thought I had in you
They say the devil on your back when you get awoke paralyzed
EXACTLY thru the split seconds when I realized
I didn’t make the offer for people like you
I did it for me and how some have the choices we get thru
Running thru the woods in the dark, free, but not selfish so I ran back
To hitting walls cause I cant see in their dark still laughing while under attack

So while you are standing so high just looking down
Bleeding off me every and any insecurity you found
And as I watched your heart become ice cold thru the evil you do
I pray my God show no mercy on you
Don’t you ever look back and try to ask for forgiveness - I’m done
It didn’t click until 17 years later that she said he gave you his gun
Just another birthday cursed while I bet you still walking around with my mamas coach purse
I didn’t know the world was so sick
But nah I didn’t know - so how the fuck her charges to me stick?

“Now I know the answers do dreams come true still staring at the world in my rearview”
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C: “They got me staring in the rearview go on baby scream to god he can hear you”
X2

Half dead not just an expression
As you scream fuck pyre your worst dimension
How long was you going to let time pass by keeping me from my kids
All just to hide what you did and the life that you lived
Then for God to give you a kid as you blamed your mother out of jealousy of your brother
Nah bitch, it isn’t ever cause you
But I remember showing you my cross when we started walking like I swear that hes true
But maybe if they had kids they’d understand
But at least my kids have one at the table so on their feet they will always land
Time to decide what you gonna do for yours…

(How would she know he gave you a gun if you all weren’t friends and didn’t speak? Thought that nightmare was all cause I invited her to your birthday party and you were mad I couldn’t force you all to make up. So you cancelled your own party and tried to blame me for that too. So why wouldn’t I cancel her plane ticket nah you thought I let her come down and I’d sit and take the phony shit from both of you too – on my own dollar. Fuck every last one of you bitches. Found money, free money – earned as your choice – but slave money and you just lost your voice – You don’t speak on or for or about me a day in your life ever again. Especially when you come from more than nothing to even begin with)

And that’s all I am ever gonna say to my ex best friend who was running to the ER with her heart racing repeatedly. Heard they use methadone to get you off of pills. A drug is a drug is a drug hoe and you ain’t no better – time you heard.

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2 true 2 be 4 gotten*