@Enoch _light not sure if you saw the reply, I didn’t tag you. My ex had me give his friend a ride around the corner and I asked if he was sure his mom at work cause there was no cars in the parking lot then like all sudden I was somewhere else type and I hear like 3 muffled bangs and like got out my rental thinking I ran out of gas and just left it in the middle of the street like I was just crazy again. That “I don’t recall part” of that song is the funniest part. Cause I was crazy again for real until the rental place called and said they wrote it off and it all clicked. It’s been like BEYOND hell ever since. It’s not all incoherent when I’m tripping and I’m not usually drunk at 9am and definitely not used to be. But you right - this place isn’t a wellness center (he’s just not that into me)