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    Over and Over

    Over and Over


    “Cause it’s all in my head… etc”

    I’m scared to see you, it’s different why, its cause I can’t look you in the eye
    It’s how they did me, its not shame its humiliation
    If I don’t make it this time it’s cremation
    I remember the last time I saw you before – so clearly
    Being thrown in, jumped out pissed – I guess my temper why they fear me
    Norwalk - I was still on split seconds then
    Woke up like why both packs open?
    But I remember getting dressed that night
    My shadow hugged me from behind for the 2nd time I saw him clearly in sight

    “Cause it’s all in my head… etc”

    I remember waiting outside, I can tell you the set I was wearing
    Another split second for a bite, even now I’m still tearing
    In the middle of the night, my last second was to grab your hand to finally rest in peace
    I almost remember running my hands up your shirt and the release
    Humming my way to the elevator the next morning
    To be surrounded in the lobby by my ex, his mom, and the police saying I wrote a suicide note
    They wouldn’t believe me I didn’t so I guess it went back to 2004 all she wrote

    “Can’t go on not loving you”

    Didn’t have time to think before I got out the hospital and then they shot me –
    If that’s what the 3 bangs were
    I didn’t remember at all until I saw the picture and your reflection in the window a blur
    Back then of demois, saying almost 5 months rubbing my belly
    A flower grows in the dark, he tells me every day yet still it feel funny

    “Now that I realize I am going down… “
    The pain wasn’t ever from you

    Waiting outside lamaz, on inpatient, to embarrassed to go in alone
    But those split seconds seam like only a dream – but my flesh and blood never even known?
    Never thought I even had a reason to look back and the reasons all seemed different
    Only the timing wrong
    Yet still I walk alone, relating to every song
    I remember fighting over who loved each other more
    And those gold eyes when I’d stare at the ceiling talking to God for
    I remember waiting by the window when I got so mad and called him
    Or how when I’m stressed I can’t ever sleep until the morning
    It only happens when it’s over you
    And how it all fell apart I don’t have a clue
    I know I’m just tired of manning up, ice, smile, wave and get thru

    Too many questions that any which way can fill in the blanks
    Sticking to facts cause I know how high the ranks
    Like waking up in the passenger seat of my Ac demanding a hat for my hair
    And then waking up again to the gun being pulled on him crying there
    Spitting out my life saver with an angel who said voodoo don’t make me use it
    To her daughters confession, to now know who let them in to choose lit
    But seeing you by the light of a laptop trying to tell you and spit it out
    And the way I stand and don’t understand it could’ve been either way - which planted a reasonable doubt
    And then they woke me up and counted on me hating you
    And when I didn’t… well, this is what they do
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    Re: Over and Over

    Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...(Black-Dragon)

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    Link two: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...the-Antichrist

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    I've had drs since 2007 and still do.
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    Re: Over and Over

    @barlymplus why? What is that?

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    I DID go over there... they didn’t approve me and besides the banner has biggie and pac and I wanna know the story too SO... I don’t think mackevelli returning any way but a ghost tapping or tracing

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    But maybe I’m wrong... idk any thing about this stuff or the story except Hail Mary, until the hands of time, sort of running, and realest Killaz, better off alone, 3 Dumpin was book marked on my phone, still down, pain a little, etc etc etc and it was my bandanna first

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    So I’m a stay if you all don’t mind

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    But I refuse to promote shooting people or trying to kill them. It’s a damn shame especially for the got away with it too.

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    That shouldn’t Even of been put out... the hottest verse with the wrong message
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