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    Honestly

    Honestly



    When I heard I assume it was why I was running to the church
    Here… under my umbrella – ok, so now I’ll search
    Then to the liquor store who wouldn’t give me a drink
    And if you ever saw Constantine you’d laugh – it’ll make you think
    My throat was closing so I stole for ONCE since and stole a drink
    To either be struck by lightening or a car idek I couldn’t even think
    One more store I tried to tell them to stop, and now you know why I won’t talk to big pop
    Calming down to some pepsi while they were on the phone with my ex
    To waking up the next day – like yeah – I’m crazy – It can’t be real at best

    “If you want me to stay I’ll never leave you won’t play for real it’s just me and you – can’t count the ways that I feel you and can’t sleep for days if I don’t see”


    How do I feel now or assume then?
    IDK just always kept it real with the results way back when
    Sorry…

    “And can’t sleep for days if I don’t see you”

    And I know you don’t care so much BUT
    Again and again I’m left out of touch
    And I don’t need you to show me mercy
    Cause out of everything they do and did – it’s just how the curse be
    Do I regret it? No – but now I just want to go
    Sould is some real shit, they really hitting me to get their way
    I guess I tried to buy the stairway to heaven even though I knew the misery

    “And I’m scared, cause I’m this and of you & be forever and I’m just hoping me and you stay together”

    And all our enemies paving the way
    And I was gonna settle then, and then I was gonna settle with him
    And then I just said fuck love – make this money
    Then I got shot and everything go twisted while they think it’s funny

    What did I even make it for if my kids hate me too
    And who my soul fighting with that my mental don’t even have a clue
    It’s true… I am, but you knew that too
    I gave my position back and yeah it was all over you
    Life just gets worse and worse, especially when I’m sick and stuck in their curse
    I trusted too much, I accepted reality for what it be – and always knew I’m not as pretty
    I can’t stand by your side – you ever see a pic of me at a long shot
    And like every lie or rumor and now I can’t even say it’s not
    I made a list, everything I needed and everything was you
    Then to wake up and realize why after tracing in the sand I miss you
    Nah… I miss 2 – and every other blood this genocide took with it too
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    Re: Honestly

    Link 1: (since there is no new posts and a different type of sharing) https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q...3&&FORM=VRDGAR
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