I assume they shred you and break you down and steal any shred of dignity left in you
Because they think they are going to build you back up only how they want to
I went high low left and right
And now that I know it’s taken all of my fight
Only for the strong - maybe if I listened I wouldn’t have been kicked so weak
Screaming and crying I want to go home to a man who never even speak
The day I got beat into mental asking if my ex boyfriend was trying to blow me up
I had hundred of pennies in my ash tray to remind me my wishes ain’t enough
Who? Who? I just want to know who
And suicide ain’t never been so hard to conquer - you really don’t even have a clue
To be thought of as so dumb or petty
So easy to forgive or to make her happy
The split they used to torture
Yet the knife wouldn’t even cut the Mortar
“After your darkest day comes the light”
Nah cause every time it’s just another fight
But yet still I’m here
As they go in year after year
Anything to get me comfort in my own skin
Even if it means they’re laughing again
Why do they get what they want of me instead
Now I’m just this sad pathetic story spinning in my head
You have no clue how much I hate them
Even funnier they don’t believe i even do
You are so mother fucking lucky it happened to me and not you