as i'm sitting in my room my mind opens up like a wound
i start to think about the opportunities i had to bloom
potential in my hands with lack of motivation to be used
a special gift i was given only for it to get abused
i didn't know the value that was in appreciating jewels
it was all about appearance couldn't comprehend the roots
momentary pleasure was the only rule i ever knew
i'm blinded to what is true i have been so lost and confused
like everything i always do is underneath a cloud of doom
i'm barely holding composure it's hard enough staying sober
i struggle just to roll over and get out of bed all over again
have to pretend like everyday i wished it all just didn't end
it feels so meaningless like all i ever feel is fear and stress
so disassociated from the me i need to be to see success
i suffer with every breath i must muster strength to collect
the will to take another step need to get up out of the mess
when is it my turn to be blessed or just get a moment of rest
Father i beg you to protect and lead me to your resurrection
this is all a test i've learned the value of a hard lesson
the end time is soon to come better prepare for armageddon
there's revelation in the ways The Son came to equip us with
the only way to exit worldly ways is by accepting what He did
The Father gave you life so he could cherish and call you His
the time of salvation is now The Kingdom's in the hearts of men
when they repent and ask His grace to cover and forgive their sin
i'm pleading with you for hell is real but Heaven really exists
if you need a way to escape the mundane plane of existence
ask Him with sincerity for truth and clarity He listens
The Life of Jesus Christ will lead out of the tempest
the time has come tonight The Son has called you to true repentance