100

My favorite part was “I know you don’t love me”, now I know why
In town or out of town I mean how many of them and who even spyed
I can’t say I didn’t have a vest, I survived
But for my owl like all those weirds and didn’t know why
No suicide, I know they would like that though
And I don’t need to be fake, I felt every emotion low
Jealous is a compliment, but some people if you give too many you gas up their head
It’s all good bitch, you set me up for dead
Blood money, shit I don’t even know if I’m feung anymore
But hell no I ain’t riding this side unless my family get more
I put my head to his chest and wondered why his heart beat so loud
Still walking a rib but now I’m stuck in this cloud
I don’t have a city all I do is move, all I ever wanted was a home and I had that, that I proved
What for 2 years? Yeah ok

This my city ... run up on your car catch you off guard like little Wayne and baby shit”

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But everytime I try to rebuild they still try to say and demand their way
Something not working, someone got to give
Ain’t a species on site can think when they lose their kid
Run up on my car, nah he asked me to give him a ride
He ran back up to the condos to Ray I guess they all assume I died
I don’t want a studio, but my son has one
I don’t know if I’ll ever meet him - year by year past and there is no where left to run
For safety, and I don’t care that no one cares, I’m not trying to feel sorry for my health
What money? They’d probably just sleepwalk me to get to the wealth
92 was a hard year, I couldn’t sleep then either
Swam laps until I passed out every morning I don’t remember half then neither
Wearing colors to test stupid is that why my white tees went missing
Your miracles need adjusting especially since it’s me they been busting
Compliments, always but Hardly ever got one back
All I ever kept it was 100 unless I was rationalizing how I felt
Nah it was never like that ghost to ghost just playing the hand I been dealt

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But I used to be safe when they were around
I don’t have time for Tupac and Biggie right now but truth in them living still can be found
I’m down... man down
Getting my ass kicked and I’m confused without a clue
They have lust running, sick, and hitting comfort with it too
I didn’t mean I was a switcher - I just assumed the switcher was you
Tired of the nightmares
The most obnoxious spirits I’ve ever encountered
Fighting for my body they swear they have conquered
I rather be dead then forced to live like this
And I am not hating on you I just can’t dismiss
Shit is real for me, in case while they were watching they didn’t know
I don’t give a fuck they all had their chance to talk or help and now I don’t want it - no

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I hear the kiss I just don’t understand why you can’t do more and every day they just dropping me lower - how do you get them out your fucking body!!!!

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Feeling you in split seconds but thru other people (that’s what I meant switcher)