It's been a while... sILLable is back.. I can't recover my old account, but heres some new shit
Tryin to rid my self of habits must take magic
I almost had it, but didn't grab it
I'm An addict for feelin numb, it's tragic cause still I'm dumb
The deal is done, now I'm wishin I could just feel some
It ain't my distaste for every one else or my wasted wealth
Ain't no taking help, it's really just that I hate my self
The ones I love I shove away, don't wanna be touched today
I know they'll hate me soon, cause I consumed their trust today
I took it long ago when they were all asleep, how'd she fall for me
Nothing in common at all to see, she sees im awfully weak
My talk is cheap, so I just crawl through streets
Cutting up straws for the neat lines I'm snortin up
I keep a portion of raw for me and a portion cut
I snort the raw portion all with ease, the speed ball completes
My awful feats keep the straws full please, I pause to breathe
How's the colossus freed, speed induced colossal strength
The cost ain't free, you won't see that it's damaging me
The damage is insanity, loss of all your family
That just can't stand to see a man stranded at sea
A total wreck, crash landed debris, demandin his needs
He can only stand to his feet, with how many grams in a week
Slammin the tweak, leaves him abandoned and leaked
Reekin from anhydrous seepin through his skin, he's pleadin do it then
Chemical burns bleed and bruise the skin, another weekend used and went
It's easy losin focus, consumed by hopeless proof you chose it
Who would notice the noose around he used for chokin
Abused and broken, it chewed him open, soaked in a bluish potion
Glowin blue it's potent, he knew he's roped in, cloaked in evil
No more smoking, he just pokes in needles breakin flesh
It floods his veins then takes his breath, it tastes of death
He's blessed it makes the greatest sex, but fastest down
It attaches to attractive clowns, it's gaseous and watches you splash and drown
I wear a massive crown encrusted with diamonds
Just for crushin the dust into lines then ridin the rush like it's lightnin