I remember sitting on the beach and you were teaching me how to kiss
I remember most of it now, and the ones I actually did, say im the best
I remember our conversation walking along the beach
And I remember, remembering laughing, falling as you reached
I don't know what is left to say
Other then how similar yet off they are to our ways
My dad said it was too late that I need to move on
And I can't because I remember the sand and how it looked when we woke up at dawn
And in half my quirks how I try to stand up again
It's like I have no right for strength after what I put up with from my friends
I forget mostly cause most is I never knew and the side cause that's what you do when you forgive
And even harder when your pen is always the other side (for example) Can I live
Maybe my words are supposed to show them our pain but I think mostly to clarify where we are same
Hail Mary cause I really did go insane
All the things to tell you when you were gone
Or how I've been in VRU like 10x this year at least cause they dead wrong
I been out of work sick again the past few days
She threw another one this morning and I almost got stuck and popped like the one witnessed by Dave
And me and L laughed the other day cause I said I can write me a manual too
Of all the tricks and mind set it takes to conquer their voodoo
The stuck together panic pull - back to back and push apart
Or the hell dragging chains like the world has just ended, tell yourself of all the things still here and be smart
Cause that is where they throw the disable too and you freak when you realize it is almost as true
Please believe me when I say I did nothing wrong, don't let them do this to my babies too
And I hope I'm not wrong when I am so sure I still have an angel in you
Cause they don't humble, they degrade and humiliate me to
I wish I can tell you all the facts and what is lies and what is true
And I guess that's why I just keep writing - because it is exactly what I'm trying to do