Lately



“Lately” Or more like ever I can’t even get a hold of you
And I don’t know what to do
You wanna make me look stupid or expose only what you should see
I got to show to everybody?
Why? Just to justify
Justify how you even considered or like one day
Back in the day
And I don’t have time for your maybe
Must be nice but the shoe went to the other foot
Cinderella - sinder cause she covered in soot
Goodbye? You want me to just walk Away
And you don’t even wanna hear what I got to say.
Staring in the mirror I see a women has grown in everything but aware
And don’t you dare
I see a women that said ok to anything you ever wanted
And when you dissed her she never even stunted - you or what you could do
A women who is sliced daily over a man that always seem to fail me
You don’t think I feel stupid thinking you cared
Oh no - that was me in beware

“Cry... cause this time could mean goodbye ... bye”


And I already said too much
Being so special and such
I never asked to be baby girl
Or Hail Mary either
and I’ll take all them sould ass bitches with me on that anniversary to ether
And which side? You know what? Neither
I stare at my scarred hands daily over some joke they can take my pen
And I can’t even consider that shit at my most ruthless back then
And when... when I trusted you
You just ran on thru
So don’t act like I didn’t learn it from you
My grandchild was born and you were well aware
Yet another one... and I wasn’t there
You don’t know what that feels like
And nah I wasn’t piping down the turnpike
Again! Wrong girl it wasn’t me
But you just going to sit there and continue to see only what you wanna see
So really? This is how it’s left to be?

((The rest of the song play out))

For real and for ever