Dark side, heart died?
I remember hours on that couch staring as my eyes cried
In fact it hurt so bad I deleted the entire situation just to move on
Cause when you're powerless over someone else when they choose to be gone
Pacing, couldn't even sleep - swam laps until I passed out to get thru every week
Money and fame - it made us switch places
Nah, but I believe it's what led to changing faces
Friend? I never had a true friend ever since
Cause you make an oath then watch it break it never made any sense
Help me thru how?
Blowing kisses cause you feel a moral need to be there now?
Then to find out I'm adopted and they're striking on every emotional chord
You didn't want to, I'm like a debt, a debt, the ONLY one you can't afford
Change?
I ain't ever change except my strategy now on seeing thru
Broken wings, all I am is broken and at my worst THEN they send me back to you
Retarded twitch as I glitch but tha'ts just a witch that heard a story and was so sure to be right
Retarded was predicted of my child and I said ok FINE cause this bitch can fight
ANYONE who made them less then
SO now I am left with this great blessing
Ocean, PAC DESCRIBED ME thru my insanity coasting
I guess that's what happens when you lose your entire family at 14 dealing with most then
And even as a child working my way from level restricted to 5
I made it to commute in London and did it alive
I just lost my drive
Insanity 9 times in one year
I guess that's what happened when you're told you're family coming back but 5 years later they still not here
EVERYBODY is tired of my darkness and doesn't want to hear it
They can't understand a life you never got to cherish
THAT ENTIRE SONG WAS US the one to pick me up from the fall then led me shred to dust