He thinks he can pull my strings like a puppet like I am his bitch
I left my underwear at his house for *** but he gave it to a witch
For months after they were on fire literally and woke me in my sleep
And I’m tired of going bonus track 187 they pulled me in too deep
I only trusted the triangle on his wall
But I’m not going to sit here and watch myself fall
Hell yeah im a snitch and tell you where some of the craft is coming from
Cause I am tired and it’s time these bitches find out they’re SO dumb
I heard him laughing in the background of that 222 Nextel message to
I’m not some fucking victim, I tried EVERYTHING and don’t know what to do
I hate this zone, I hate their world and I’m tired of them making me sick
I’m tired of their acting, I’m tired of their lies, and I’m tired of that prick
Pumpkins on my porch, please watch over me
I’m fighting for my life, not just my sanity - I don’t want to be forced to live like them
While I hear some stupid bitch ask god forgive
I’m trying to fucking pray and she interrupts and EVERYBODY thinks my life is theirs to live

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I feel like I just been punched in my cheek - maybe they don’t understand they really are hurting me and body... HOW do they have that right? Any old random stalking freak can just do this to me? WHY? HOW?