Graduation


I had a dream and grabbed the wrong primate to cosign my fate
Traced for the murders like it was their last confession
Then threw away the scriptures like nah they ain’t even have my permission
Told the devil nice story even cuter how the psych drug made you all just go away
But I guess they never took into factor how much I really pray
Confined to myself trying to figure out it all
Then I realized too late it was my kids they used to design my fall

“And I’m on social media just talking like its you and me”

Screaming from the depths laughing ironically every time I watch TV
I wasn’t ever allowed to think cause back then it drove me insane
Breaking thru barriers just to peep through their game

They never had a rite

….

Oh but when I graduated? “Leather so Soft” was my speech
Only “The Lords hand will cut you” to me is all they would teach
I’m pretty sure Jesus died to defend sin but as a horsemen – I just can’t
So don’t you ever try to grab a hold of my soul and try to tell what I shall or I shant
I have no problem apologizing, it’s forgiving now that I can’t seem to do
And I don’t care what anyone thinks especially if it never happened to you
I never kept a friend cause I kept the wrong few I held true
The ones you hold closest for a price will betray you too
You can’t tell me nothing because it’s my life
Including when or when I will ever commit I am someone’s wife

I won’t ever “holla”



What went wrong is I never had anything to live for before
I lost my edge, I lost my gun, I lost my faith and was slayed in this war
But youre wrong, cause Lost girls never run
Still standing here swinging regardless just getting it done
I mean how they think it’s even up to them?
That’s when I get mad and will condemn
And like everything else and ever since
This is the day of the innocence

And just like that - one day it all made sesne.