One More Try (Timmy T)
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It’s been a long time since you met me
And I just want to tell you why
It’s in my blood, it’s all for my family
I still consider you so
I still feel my heart when you cry
If you knew how much I been thru
The facts along with even if it wasn’t true it was real to me
And I’m not talking about what they did to me in MB
And understand I’m not letting you go
I just need you to know
I rather die in, then not fight
For us… for my blood
I don’t know how else to explain it to you
I pray for us and I hope that doesn’t offend you too
Cause it seem to, to everybody else
We walk in seconds, so they hate and leave us walking dead
I’d never tell you another lie and am choosing to trust you instead
I hope I didn’t disappoint you
Because honor now is my only alibi
I remember the call, sitting staring for hours on the couch
But I’ve forgotten why…
I can’t stand pacing cause I can’t figure out how that blessing go so wrong
Like God pls tell me now cause this road without my family, my heart, been way too long
It wasn’t that I didn’t love you, I wasn’t awake
But that doesn’t mean I didn’t hear you
Just a slow walk I take
And when it gets so bad, my comfort is the memory of your embrace, still seeing the sand
Remembering the morning we woke up on the beach
So I promise I won’t be selfish or demand
And as if with every question or doubt they cast, I just wonder why
Asking the Lord why is it all so confusing as my soul cleanse thru my cry
Praying every day for one more try…