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Days in the East
“Why you keep asking me about? She is not here right now, she is not here right now”
But she is right here and feels it all
I’m still inside of me and hear every last call
I thought it was bad before but then came “we here”
Not built for this, it’s been almost 6 years
“Spending all my days on the east side, forgetting who I was on the other side, young switching up the program right now. Trying to put the power in my own hands right now”
Them tapping and demanding and they keep typing my nephews name
Before it was just the letter Z now I’m just so mad they call this a game
He’s fine - you not gonna torture me in his name either
Which side I’m on? You stole my free fucking will – NEITHER!!!!
“I’m tired of inviting myself call me off… those nights that you need someone else call me off”
I’m suicide, now I know why I let go or always tried to... you know
Cause they always tell my soul where the next step in torture go
So I got to live like it’s a penance
But I wasn’t the one trying to steal every sentence
Heaven was so beautiful
What did I do to get stuck here?
So stupid, just waiting for my family year after 6 years
This sickness, tapping like my body like is theirs and not even mine
I guess that’s why they rape you - so you dim while they shine
“Spending all my days on the east side. Forgetting who I was on the other side. Young switching up the program right now. Trying to put the power in my own hands right now”
I prayed for them to shine too, so what’s the lesson then?
Especially when I got confirmation that my prayer to God got sent
You don’t get what you do…
Sitting here looking so stupid for you
Jumping over a broom didn’t fix it
Don’t, don’t even tell me how many times I have to
64 more times? Like how them pics click?
“I’m tired of inviting myself call me off… those nights that you need someone else call me off”
Nice to know my strength was only cause they let me
Nice to know for all my love that’s how strong my faith be
Nah I’m not… I saw a circle full of ether
3 ropes hang and I can’t side with them neither
Tired of being this loser sacrificed to less then
Faggot said he take the pain and make it his… when?
“I threw my hands in the air and said show me something”
Waving, giving the finger, kissing my hands, hugging myself – wtf
They talking all that shit to find out it was only 6 that I sucked (swallowed)
I didn’t survive them shots for this
This is hardly my dream – I’m caught in a abyss
$29 left and I just got paid today
You have NO CLUE how hard it is to wake up each day
And after everything they already did
To tell me now, I always had 2 kids
For what?
Nah I’m sorry… why don’t we ever get what we give
But then have to live?
At least my face look a lot better from getting hit with pins and water before
But at my best I will never be her, I never had to feel so much fucking less even more
(Song play out)
... Even when they slap my hands in my own body it feels so fucking disgusting. I can't believe God lets them.