They say you can be addicted to sadness
I guess maybe that’s why you’re addicted to me
With all this commotion can drive you to madness
Delving into this cold empty loneliness sea
I fell for something that felt like forever
Depended on hope to keep it all together
Happiness was a means to be felt by you
At least I could feel someone good too.
I promised to be your wife type.
Maybe I’d be permanent life type
I needed that shit to solidify
Even if it’s just a minor lie.
Thrills of the heart and lies in the eyes.
Maybe if you saw me trying you’d try me
Try to see
Make me your hayati. Your heavenly.