Baby of Mine
I wasn’t the type to be bullied
But I let my friends abuse me
I wasn’t riding out big willied
But it wasn’t for what I didn’t see
Nothing makes sense
Insanity spin in a circle
Cause that and that is facts
But that can only be on a birds call
I assumed if stalked it was the police
But if they were watching so close how I’m on my knees
Begging please
Somewhere between my head burning off
Or that car pulling up next to me at the ATM
I must’ve done something for all this to begin
Shadows… somewhere between the echoes
And the lights in fluorescent
I can’t make sense of the disrespect
But wonder where the rest went
Water splashes, sick shit, excruciating pain
As I hear the roof – she don’t know the rules of the game
When have I EVER been someone’s bitch?
Except when I did let someone in
When would I EVER not disclose a snitch
Except when I almost got the blood away from me then
I used to beat down bullies
And had rite to stick up for myself
Now everyone claiming the wu-ees
And I’m just steady losing my health
But those times when I was a kid running home crying on a rare
I’m just trying to run back to my home, only no one is even there
But she has a good heart to dismiss I can be an asshole too
With truth – I’ll just tell you how I really feel about you
If it wasn’t lost birthdays gagging the weight off alone
Twitching to shit I ain’t even did just cause some bitch want a throne
Zoning…
Being confused so easily, steady getting lost
The shit you didn’t even realize was real
But what’s really real - is the cost
I was born alone
I don’t care if I die alone too
Left in a parking lot for dead
Set up by the ones closest to you
That’s not what hurt
What hurt was I could NEVER
I am built for humanity
Youre built In everything you swore on oath to sever
Including my sanity
“From your head…. Baby of mine“
Without even one reason why…
I’m not gonna be the one ready to die