Tomorrow
I can’t do this… every moment of hell I hang on for what?
Blow me kisses just to keep me going… to exceed the ends of the earth
The rain is supposed to heal within but it can’t give me back my worth
Memories now bleed through my veins
And every echo since continues to drive me insane
And if I gave you the looking glass, youd say it is all my own fault
We all get choices… but it’s like quick sand and I’m just drowning in salt
And oh my god does it hurt…
Every desire, every wish I ever known
It slowly fades away each day with the more they demand I own
When did the child ever get a say
On my knees begging as I pray
Innocence once made me grateful for the day
That then become naïve they blame for it being this way
If you told me then that it would lead to here now
I would’ve written it in blood and spit before I ever bow
All I ask is how?
I’m already dead… my soul inside has died
Just walking day by day getting madder the more that I cry
To bless your luck, they ask me to forgive
But they don’t know what its like to be forced to live
Tomorrow the sun will rise and theyll say it another chance
(A new day)
But’s its yesterday that haunts me and has ripped me away
I never in my life wanted it this way...