A Disciple's Thread

[A Disciple]

I’m misquoted again I didn’t say blackies

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In physical pain this past week again - what changed?

[DixonButts]

I’m misquoted again I didn’t say blackies

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In physical pain this past week again - what changed?

You're right.

It was ''darkies'.

[Spartacus]

@DixonButts

I guess if no one wants to ask you anything, then let's just put the ribs back and you can go back to the old ways of not sucking your own dick, and just having that LD guy do it a respectable eight times a day.

I told you they couldn't handle the sudden loss of gravity. You have to maintain equilibrium and homostatus or w/e.

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Im being told I meant 'homeostasis'.

But eff that, dont tell ME about dick stuff.

[A Disciple]

I don’t even use that word - I believe I said I didn’t mean to come so dark

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I always stood firm was mean and then regretted it and tried to run back... I wasn’t running forward or away until I was shot and that was just to be safe to run right into it again... ain’t nothing like yess!!! Noooo repeatedly until you get into a point like... like I can’t even say the serenity prayer without spitting right now... and like I REALLY started tripping when I saw blood on my floor and thought I did something... how do I say this? Ok... everyone dead - I really don’t have too many to run to

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You only called me at half mast too...

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I just swore you had my back... but you didn’t

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I didn’t mean to come so hard or dark under cla919 but that was the real and airing out I didn’t get sick... now!!! This???? I’m sick - so what is the difference????

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I’m drunk... drunk as hell... I’m never speaking tongues again and I’m sorry

THIS IS WHAT I SAID... why everyone always wanna misquote me or post shit under my account?

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The biggest blasphemy though... you done fucked up cause I went right back into mental the day after I came home from the hospital - I didn’t write that and have my hospital records to prove it.

My step dad put the mattress over the window first thing when moving me out and I totally tripped and flipped and stole my moms car and ran to the police. LOL ... PTSD a bitch especially when you crazy and haven’t processed shit yet.

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LMFAO just saw that Polo G video “the code” ... he up on here????

[DixonButts]

Yeahyeahyeah, w/e, racist.

[Spartacus]

Racist af.

[Rock girl]

AMA is American Medical Association
Treat patient with care

[DixonButts]

AMA is American Medical Association
Treat patient with care

No, no, no, sweetheart.

This thread is about a dream.

A dream I had to cut women out of my life completely and still get my dick sucked regularly. It turned into a journey of science, a few new scars and a couple less bones in my body, I also learned what semen tasted like, and it was the most challenging, rewarding and salty thing I've ever experienced.

Not about the american medical association.

Tho they were involved.

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Feel free to ask me anything.

[A Disciple]

@DixonButts that shit is just crazy... but for real I got mad respect for you having no problems admitting to who you are. I caught my ex boyfriend on his voicemail and my gay friend was trying to tell me but I just didn’t want to believe it and honestly I never want to go thru that again. I’m just scared that there really aren’t that many Hetero males this day and just want a straight guy. I’m to the point I’m about to start connecting mother fuckers to a lie detector test just be sure.

[DixonButts]

@DixonButts that shit is just crazy... but for real I got mad respect for you having no problems admitting to who you are. I caught my ex boyfriend on his voicemail and my gay friend was trying to tell me but I just didn’t want to believe it and honestly I never want to go thru that again. I’m just scared that there really aren’t that many Hetero males this day and just want a straight guy. I’m to the point I’m about to start connecting mother fuckers to a lie detector test just be sure.

Aw, shit.

We have a misunderstanding. I'm not gay.

Like, I wouldn't suck another dick. Only my own.

[A Disciple]

Oh even funnier...

[DixonButts]

How so?

[A Disciple]

How do I get my power and own body back? I can’t stand not feeling like myself... I’m really tired and offended every time I go to talk to god I hear them say please forgive me like this sick shit some joke. The pins, water, taps... get them the fuck up off me and my body. And as the crazy person or should I say perfect victim - this isn’t my dream... it’s my worst nightmare on repeat. FOR WHAT?!?!?!? I wanted to be a mom, that was my dream... that’s BEEN over!!!! Right now I don’t know what I want other than peace and comfort and safety in my own body.

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They won’t even let me try to get better...

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Yo everybody slips but I’m the paranoid schizo that just THINKS people discussing me behind my back? Yo fuck every last person involved for real... just waiting for MY family to wake the fuck up too

[DixonButts]

Well, I'm probably not one to ask about getting your body back, as my procedure is irreversible. I'll be suckin it the rest of my life.

[A Disciple]

Meaning how?